Well, supposingly i'm so happy in the morning. But right now, i just feel totally lost. Didnt know what to do right now. What was i thinking. I should just blame myself. Simply, told myself, to be happy, but i failed today. I'm such a lousy person. For that, please consider me for now a loser. i feel bad already.
I'll be okay tomorrow i guess. Just need a rest cause i'm tired already. Thanks girlfriend for your comfort. I guess, i need to turn to you just now. Cause i'm super upset. I shouldnt blame that person, or should i say, i blamed myself for making the wrong choice. It's not that i seriously mood swing, just that i was disappointed with the remark. I shan't say anything for now. Cause i need to re-think all over again. Give me time. Please return me my happiness right now. I needed that more than the others. I hate myself being upset or get angry. As that was not supposed to be me. PLEASE PLEASE.
And bye for now...
I have no comments already. Uh... yet i'm still awake. Sign..
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I guess i need sometime to think. Forget or not. Who will be my listener then?
Feelings: Heavy-loaded. MTV describes how i feel right now.