The Rain Drops initally has brought down my mood.
Well, i don't feel great today. But i will try to be happy.
cause i wont be moody for at least a day.
And now...
I need my comfort food badly. VERY BADLY.
Since, i can't had it today, i shall have it tomorrow instead.
Porbably, chocolate might do the trick now.
And by then i won't need my comfort food to cure me once again.

Sometimes, i do wondered...
Am i doing the right thing?
Is that what i really wanted all along?
Well, Nobody knows, not even myself.
hahaha, how great can that be.

People always share their problems with me,
but seriously who knows about my problems
when i don't even tell anyone.
None knew what i had been through, or gone through..
But well at least, i tried to console myself all the time.
Maybe, i shouldnt add up to their problems.
Probably, mine are not even problems.
or even emotions might have taken over me.
Yes, Emotions.
Well, i have to overcome it.
I still remembered, once i watched a show, for some reason, during those heart-breaking parts,
i cry totally like a piece of crap.
yes yes, everyone does that too. What's more for me.
Like what my theory always proves,
Time will do the healing.
But how much time do i need to do the healing.
Oh FUCK.
I maybe look happy from the outside,
but sometimes, right inside me, i'm a saddist.
Simply because, i don't like to show people, my anger or saddness, cause its totally not very me when it comes to been angry or feeling sad.
Ya, i know, they are my twins.
And i can't get rid of them anyway.
Therefore, they themselves don't appear too often.
Happy enough la.

So...............
Talking about Style right now.
Currently, not so into the trends, but just proabably along with the trend with my own style.
Man, i hate seeing people wearing the same stuffs as me.
I shall be the unqiue one. Maybe until i have $$$, i will make my own clothes, rather than having to shop for clothes :)

Enough already.

Adios!

label : 异 ethe'real. lol.

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