Take me to Tokyo Please :D [Heh! what a cute picture]

Hello there.

Well well well, So what's for today?

It seems that i'm not very ME today.
I kept having the UNEASY feeling. Which is like totally no good.
NOT VERY GOOD.
Am i troubled by my own surroundings, or was it the other way round.
I know that this feeling has been on & off. No explanations though.
Probably the emotional side had been trying to conquer me.
And it just bothers me way deeply.

Music in my ears had been blasting for the past two days, whether on ipod or laptop.
Eventually tried many different ways to get rid of this lousy feeling. But still naturally, it comes to haunt me back after a few days.
Hoping to go somewhere, all alone, where peace and quietness can be found, enjoying every moments, with no worries from reality. Be it morning, afternoon, or night.
Oh man, how i wish, i can kept this peace deep within my heart.
although it tends to always disappear at some important point of time.
Trying hard to be happy, but i felt so fake. Ah!
Want to cry but also feel funny.
Probably karma is falling upon me soon.
You know, the cause and effect thing.
Which i don't believe in at all.
Ha, me and my nonsense again.
Shan't think much about it already, cause i guess really no point.
Maybe, i should just start on my bible reading again =D
Come and haunt me more!!
i'm waiting for you, FEELINGS.
Enough of it. off topic. I'm gonna survive through this.

Backtrack, till yesterday.
Went shopping after work.
First stop at PS was Outpost Toy shop.
Bought my Low Kay Hwa's Novel - Destiny Cries !
I just can't stop reading and it's very addictive for me.
They are just like my drugs =)
And just wonder, how could this author write out such nice novels where it always brings me almost to tears.

Sooooo, on level 7 of PS, they opened quite a few new 'Toy Shop'
I saw the Love-alot carebear in the size of 16' @ one of the shop.
Wanted to buy it, but i hold myself back.
Quickly left and went around PS.
THREE TIMES!! B1, Level 1, 2, 3, repeated and repeated till my brother came.

Met outside Design T-shirts Store Graniph shop.
The Design was way unique from what i had seen on the web. Impressive too.
I was scratching my head what to get for BFF and his Wifey. Luckily, my brother was there to help. Hopefully the sizes really can fit them.

And also hope they like it tooo :D

Eventually, i bought myself a Tee too. I likey =))))
Homed aftermath, and my new slip ons bite my toe like crazy. Yeah, Blisters are coming to find me. Hey i got a new friend! LOL

hmmm...
Wondering where to spend my Chirstmas this time round. Headache >.<

That's all for today.

toodles!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo~

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