Color is an important part of human expression.
Well, not very exact. To me, it's more important of who you are and how you express yourself.

Hello World (:

A beautiful morning to start for the day.
At least it was way better than yesterday.
And letting out of every single thing was the right choice, leading to a perfect ending to not a rather perfect day which ends with a smile :)

Let me tell you what happened.

Morning,
You all should know what i blogged about on the 1st of Dec 2008. { go read if you haven]
As i was blogging, i was trying my best to maintain myself of being in the i'm okay state.
But right after the last word on my post, i totally couldnt stand it anymore. So to prevent people from seeing my tears, i went all the way the toilet and stay there for abut 15 minutes.
Came out and check the state of my face on the mirror twice! or even thrice.
But eventually, someone found out. Ha! My BFF, obviously. Couldnt' hide from him, and i almost totally break down again, and seeing the people around the office just totally stress me up even more! I didn't know why.
I hold back my tears after that.
BFF was trying hard to make sure i'm alright. And from the expression of him, i knew he was worried.
SORRY TO KEEP YOU WORRYING!

Not very myself throughout the whole afternoon.
Didn't want to do anything rather.
Well... ....
Since before lunch, BFF & i were figuring out the solution's for rubik's cubic.
Ya, keeping my thoughts right on the rubik's cubic did stop my hard feelings in me.
Okay, so we did found a solution online.
And sort of tried it ourselves.

Flipping, turning, thoughts of tearing off the stickers and also the even thought of spraying it all PINK... ...

Like in about an hour, BFF solve it!
Heh! He was trying very hard. GOOD JOB!
Well, at least he manage to put a smile on my face :D
[Will upload the picture of the rubik's cubic soon]

The sky began darken and as we knock off, it started to rain.
It totally just brought my mood back to square one again.
Went Vivo with BFF after work.
Had coffee and went looking for a spot at the sky garden.
It was drizzling lightly by then.
BFF said that heaven's crying too because of me. LOL.
Spot located and we settled down.
Soooon, it started to rain heavier!
And my mooooooooooood was not very gooooooooooooooooood!
We sat there and played the emo songs. He was trying his best to make me feel better.
Tried playing every single song. It didnt work totally.
BFF's handphone soon started playing - right here, right now - from HSM3
And it totally hits my vital point.
That's when everything started to came crashing upon. The tears, the mood, everything just came out.
The breaking point is the time when i was relieved!
As the raindrops became smaller and smaller, i began to wonder, how come it's getting smaller?
LOL. Ah huh! Heaven have eyes!
A hug from BFF and i was alright already.
First thought that came upon my mind was, it's over, doesn't matter anymore, what's more important is being happy.
Yes! That's my forte!

It stopped raining when we were about to go off.
Incredible isn't it.
And yeah, i truely believe in heaven and it will always be there.

dearest BFF,

Thanks for every single thing!
Your care and concern,
your wonderful smile,
your carebear hugs.
your company.
You had truely been a nicest BFF ever.
Whenever i felt happy, sad, irriated, angry, confused, lousy, i always had you to share with.
And you will find ways to enlighten my day, just to be sure that even though the day might not be perfect but it always ends up with a smile and making the day ending in a perfect way.
Very very very appreciated and i'm very thankful for you!
More coffee sessions,
more nonsensical talkings,
more sessions over at the sea areas{ LOL]
more love for PINK & PURPLE. LOL!!
I'm glad to have you with me.
Once again, THANK YOU BFF!!!!

& IT WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART!
only you and i will know :)

I'm done for today.

oh ya! & he's still flipping and turning the rubik's cubic for about 2 hours already. ha!

Toodles!

Labels: My happy ending.