evaluate the true her.

UPDATES!!!

2009-10-20T22:39:00.000+08:00

I HAVE MOVED TO http://eunicexiuli.tumblr.com/

See yo u th e re!!! :)

True Heart - As good as old :)

2009-10-11T14:44:00.000+08:00

Ki Se Ki

2009-10-11T14:43:00.000+08:00

I felt as if I could see you
Across the glass of stagnation
I couldn't help voicing a scream that
Looked for your whereabouts

Could liberty and loneliness
Be really the same thing?
Could I have lost you
While just seeking for too much?

When the vivid season
Melts in memories
Only those innocent eyes
Will keep on burning my chest
But we can't go back to that day twice

The wagon tracks goes round and round
And your smile reflects in
The invisible wings that you gave me
Moreover, without noticing
The space between us
Grew farther unconsciously
I was too selfish, one day
I'll show you I crossed over my weakness

I always scolded myself
Not to believe anyone else
I was convinced that
I could live even by myself

Little by little, my memories with you
Would start fading
Suddenly I'm in pain, I mean
I can't even breathe
Nevertheless, I'll try to walk on

The wagon tracks goes round and round
And I'm grasping tightly inside my hands
The something that wasn't sufficient
With the fragments of our pain...
The feeling in my fingers
The outlines of your sleeping face
That warmth of our embraces
They're slipping through my shivering chest

The wagon tracks goes round and round
And your tears shine
The power you gave isn't reflected in my eyes
That's why I'm here
Our eternity together
Tells us something
That becomes the symbol of living everything
Even now, it shine is my heart

If the miracle of meeting again
Happens to us,
This time, I'll surely, surely, without fail
Try to protect you to the end

DBSK - Kiss the baby sky

2009-08-20T21:16:00.000+08:00

English translation:

Youve always amazed me,your smiling face matches your inner self.
I wont cry anymore,while hugging you,
I wont say Goodbye
Even though ,previously, I pretended not to see you.
Youll be fine ,youll still be in my mind.

Baby Sky All the dreams and hopes are made of your eyes.
Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up, just like you are here with me.

Another day, on waking up, I suddenly became aware
in the photograph left behind, the two of us are always smiling.
Good day Good time ,enveloped by your heart
I want to reach out to the sky,kiss the blue sky,your sky.

Baby Sky All the dreams and hopes are made of your eyes.
Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up, just like you are here with me.

Every time I see your smile on the pictures
My heart can't imagine how it wants, its supposed to feel
I'm singing (its my voice)
All your hugs and kisses, love
Again we can go back to our good old days

All I do is reminisce this time
Today it was you and I
Darling I know you can give me no more
Every line you wrote, the smile
Time to move on

Never cry, Never ever hide yourself from me.
Please smile always in the future, just the way you have,with me

Baby Sky All the dreams and hopes are made of your eyes.
Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up, just like you are here with me

DBSK :D

2009-07-28T10:49:00.001+08:00

The best live ever :D Wooo hooo!

DBSK =]]

2009-07-11T19:22:00.000+08:00

東方神起　08.06.29 TBS 3rd Live Tour Forever Love

2009-07-11T18:35:00.003+08:00

ShinHwa - Perfect man. [Live]

DBSK - Rising sun (Live)

DBSK - Rising Sun [Actualy Mv]

....

2009-07-09T10:36:00.002+08:00

I'm Back! I'm back! :D

2009-07-08T11:20:00.003+08:00

Hello Hello!! :D

Seems like i haven been updating frequently.
Well, i was busy with both Work and School.
Yes, Sentosa. Hectic weather changed.
okay!
Photos photos time! :)

RIP * Unknown Hamster*

Little Bumble Beeeeeeee! :D I'm just kidding :P

Ah ham : RAWWWWWWRR!!! I'm Megathon!!!!

Have you seen this much ginger for Xiao Long Baos =S

Jya na! :D

Right here waiting.

2009-06-19T15:09:00.003+08:00

This song is definately great :)
Smile people! Smile for the better :D

Rainbow Bridge :)

2009-06-16T12:25:00.005+08:00

Have you guys ever seen a Rainbow forming over at Sentosa?
I DID! :D
Definately, it was truly beautiful. With the Sun shining through it :)
I bet you would want to see it yourself too :)
It happened when i'm on my way to work. =]]

Appreciation =)

2009-06-14T19:29:00.004+08:00

Finally, My blog is done from maintenance :)
Mainly did some changes, but not so obvious right? :P

Okay, well.. i'm here to show my appreciation for all the wishers
during my birthday :)

Names are not in sequence :)

Weng Hoe (Penta) HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY :D
Wendy (Penta)
Jess (Penta)HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY :D
BFF (Adrian)
Sister(Joan)
Girlfriend(Yin Khay)
Buddy (Cai Yuan)
Lynn
Eddy
Ting shiuan(Lil One)
Aishah
Adeline
Minna (Yoh)
Jun Lin (Junior)
Xiu Jing(YO MAN!)
Michelle (Pikachu)
Renuka
Justin
Siti Aishah
and friends who are not mentioned here,

THANKS ALOT!!
I love you people!

Eunice is very happy because of your wishes :)
Happy 19th to myself! :)
12:14pm (Time of Birth)

More updates at Livejournal!!

Jya na!! =]]

Under Construction!

2009-06-07T23:33:00.000+08:00

http://eunice-xiuli.blogspot.com/ will be going under construction soon :)

To view my trip to cameron highlands, Please click the link below.
http://picasaweb.google.com/eunicecinue/CameronHighlands#

More updates over at Livejournal
http://eunicexiuli.livejournal.com/

See you guys :)

Photos :)

2009-05-24T21:13:00.002+08:00

Spotted baby ham no. 1 =]

Ah girl climbing!!

Baby ham spotted no. 2 & 3

Baby ham spotted no. 4 =]

Playing peek a boo? Sleeping?

Ah boy growing fatter :p ahem!

Hugs!

Pretty girl =]

Updates!

2009-05-14T22:50:00.002+08:00

Huggies :) She's in need of grooming !

Ah Girl!!! Getting skinny!

Ah Boy! :D

The 4 babies! Growing up :D
2 weeks old! =]

ah boy and ah girl

2009-05-09T17:03:00.003+08:00

Sleepy Ah Boy :)

Mummy & the 4 newborns :)

Ah girl! :)

New Borns :)

Lastly, the lonely daddy :)

Auspicious Day :D

2009-05-06T19:41:00.003+08:00

Ah girl with babies under her care :)

This is Ah boy!!!! :D damn skinny!

AH GIRL gave Birth to 5 Babies! :DDDDD
On 6 May 2009. No idea what's the time.
Happy little hammies earthings :)
We shall name them laters :))))

Song :D

2009-04-16T20:41:00.003+08:00

Saw you walk into the room
Thought I'd try to talk to you
Babe am I ever glad you wanted me too
It's been two years to the day
Half the time I've been away
I know I'm not there enough but that's gonna change
Cause I'm coming back
To show you that I'm keeping the promise I made

When I'm with you I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you

Yeah we've had our ups and downs
But we've always worked them out
Babe am I ever glad we've got this far now
Still I'm lying here tonight
Wishing I was by your side
Cause when I'm not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I'm coming back to show you that
I'll love you the rest of my life

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
When ever you're not around
When I kiss you I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
When I'm with you

Whatever it takes I'm not gonna break the promise I made
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you

Yeah, when I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
(Make every second count)
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
Yeah

Photos!! :D

2009-04-14T20:29:00.004+08:00

Okay, i swear i have tons of photos to upload.
But for now maybe just one.
Right here @blogger.
Cause lj's giving me some problems with photos upload.

So what do you think about this picture?
It's taken on 31 aug 08.
LOL! the expression totally classic.
I know, my bad.
But 对不起啦！ :P

拜拜！

Congratulations!

2009-04-07T09:01:00.003+08:00

Gratz to HSSBAND for attain a Silver for SYF2009
You guys definately did well , with all the hardwork you had given in, it really did paids off =]
And also you juniors did made us proud and got back what we supposed to have.
I'm sure every single one of you are happy with the results.
So contiune to work harder for the upcoming concert @ the esplande =]
Looking forward till year end!

Results.

2009-03-31T09:59:00.006+08:00

SYF 2009 1st day results are out.
Out of 18 bands, 3 schools achieved GOLD. 11 slivers and 4 bronze.
.St Gabriel's
.CHIJ Toa Payoh
.Regent
were the Gold Medalists.

We have yet to see schools hold GWH..
But i guess there will still be a few for the next few days.

Gratz to these schools!
Henderson's Order of appearance will be on the 6th day band no. 109.
I will be there to support.
All the best HSS bandits =]
Work harder!

Ah ham =]

2009-03-30T20:21:00.005+08:00

name : ah boi and ah gerl =] (i dont know who is who though. =p)

type : both Dwarf winter white

age : one to two months plus.

Lovely litle earthings=]

Teardrops on my Guitar - Taylor Swift

2009-03-23T09:50:00.003+08:00

Teardrops on My Guitar - Taylor Swift

"Teardrops On My Guitar"

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

Kelong Trip photos will be uploaded soon! and of course some overdued~~~ photos!! :D Bye!!

Colors of the Wind =]

2009-03-19T13:28:00.002+08:00

You think I'm an ignorant savage
And you've been so many places
I guess it must be so
But still I cannot see
If the savage one is me
How can there be so much that you don't know?
You don't know ...

You think you own whatever land you land on
The Earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew you never knew

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned?
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountains?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?

Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sunsweet berries of the Earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once, never wonder what they're worth

The rainstorm and the river are my brothers
The heron and the otter are my friends
And we are all connected to each other
In a circle, in a hoop that never ends

How high will the sycamore grow?
If you cut it down, then you'll never know
And you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon

For whether we are white or copper skinned
We need to sing with all the voices of the mountains
We need to paint with all the colors of the wind

You can own the Earth and still
All you'll own is Earth until
You can paint with all the colors of the wind

this is the link to my LJ - http://eunicexiuli.livejournal.com/
will be blogging two ways i guess. heh! =]

Random random!

2009-03-18T09:02:00.004+08:00

Life's nearly perfect now. NEARLY , because living everyday in happiness is perfect, especially right after a hard period of unhappiness. - quoted from Lynn's blog =] Happen to see this phrases and find it meaningful.

Living life happy is just so perfect although things might not go the right way, well at least with the right people. And of course taking every single bad 'lucks' as a challenge to oneself, and to overcome it instead of giving up saying it won't work out.
Life's a challenge too. There may be ups and downs, but it's how the way you think of it
For me? Well, happy as can be. I had always tried to.
okay enough said.
Next~~~ !

Age agey, aging...
So .... many of my friends are like 19 years old already. Seems interesting to be nineteen. I dont know why, just had a very special feeling and i cant describe that feeling. Although it's a one digit differences but it's very different. LOL! Okay, what did i even talked about. nevermind. I know, one sentence, I have LOST you. haha! But still, i cant wait to be NINETEEN, then enter the world of digit 2! Ho ho ho! TWENTY TWENTY. Okay, i'm nutxXx!

and this is the 298th post. LOL, haven been blogging much, but at least i had almost 300 postings for the past almost 1 and a half years. Maybe i should switch to livejournal? And start a refresh memory in another new blog? Sounds good, let me think about it. the pros and cons. LOL!

Okay okay! I'm Shifting to Live Journal, Yo. Ask me for the link. =]
and for your info, this blog is not dead =]

toodles! =]

=]

2009-03-12T14:08:00.001+08:00

Nicholas Teo - Zhi Yin Wei Ni -

从清晨露出微笑的金黄
我知道我不会再孤单
看你为我绽放的脸庞
放在心上
有了你我的世界不一样
童话里幸福终结了忧伤
你是我最靠近的坚强
有你陪我自在地遨翔抬头仰望
天空变成一座游乐场
世界更明亮
只因为你我情不自禁　闭上眼睛
心里想了想还是你
不让你离开我的手心
呵护着你　幻想着
紧抱在我怀里
只因为你我情不自禁　这样为你
证明我不再　孩子气
如果有一天我们老去　寸步不离
回忆里如镜子都是你

I'm here!

2009-03-11T11:01:00.005+08:00

Hello People :)

Well, let me update right now.
I do have overdue-ed photos, but currently they are not with me. [hidden right in my laptop xD]
Therefore i couldn't really upload any photos at the moment.

So just wait, sit back, relax and enjoy.
I bet this post will be kinda long. I supposed.
LOL.

Let me seee...
Saturday.
Went Sentosa with Babes and Hunks.
hahaha.. =x
BFF, YinK & Wilson, Cai Yuan & Quan Xian and of course me, myself and i.

Actually BFF & i reached like ard 10am.
The area was super cloudy.
Sun's covered.
But still it doesnt affect our tanning mood [LOL, i almost type mode >.<]
Roughly about 11am, they came.
Yup, like 1 hour of waiting game.
Then started to have lunch.
Bread with tuna. plus lotsa of ONIONS.
OMG! @_@
Had a hard time finishing up just one bread.
Luckily i shared with BFF. The onions is just the horrible-terrible-the vegetable.
Texture is crunchy, but the taste is horrible. it's just ^%*!$@!
Almost die at the first mouth. You should see my face.

Contiuned our tanning for like 123 hours.
FINALLY, the sun came out.
The heaty feeling was super shiok!
And the smell of the salty sea.
Love it to the max!

Started to driizzle, followed up by heavy rain.
Decided to pack up and go.
The queue in the toilet is super long.
And YinK and me had to bathe outdoor.
Haha, and the monkey from the tree invaded the girl's toilet.
LOL, everyone was like screaming, YinK stepped aside.
As for me, i just stood there contiuning to bathe.
Actually the monkey just happened to pass by.
I was wondering, maybe the monkey is a ti ko pei. [Happens to be a male probably.] LOL~
or should i say she-male. Who knows.
Okay, packed up and headed to bugis for late lunch cum dinner.
We went to xin wang's cafe.
Ordered our foood.
indulge in it. Food was great! ='] Yum yum.
And we kind of slack.
Okay, tooo slacky, till BFF decided to order stockings milktea.
Well, it's exactly the same as the normal milk tea.
Probably the waitress, took off their stockings to go through them once.
Contiuned to look through the menu, and decided to order all the werid names.
But in the end we didnt.
Well, YinK and Wilson wanted to order the 古天嘞２号 to see what it was.
But they kept resisting not to order.
So eventually, i started to wave my hands and asked for 古天嘞２号.
LOL, you can see their AhhHHHh faces.
Cause they want and they dont want, which actually already dared me to order it.
And We ordered!
HAHA! Never ever play with us :p
古天嘞２号 came. Looks very COLD, and very coffeey. LOL.
I took the first mouth full.
Brain Freeze!!!
Sooner or later it was finished.
I drank like almost half the cup. with icecream of course.
The feeling is just so arghhhh.
So we also wanted to order 古天嘞 1号, but both of them were so afraid that they didnt want.
And we combine mixing a drink. Tasted like yakult - the original.

Eventually causes both BFF and me wanting to go and scream immediately.
Cause the kick just came along
Took sometime off at the toilet.

Then mind's cafe aftermath.
Didnt know what to do actually, so decided on board games.
Why not?
And we had fun at mind's cafe.
Play truth or dare something, which i totally forgotten the game name, that start with J.
Totally hilarious and daring.
Cai Yuan and Quan Xian left after eating their dinner at mindz.
As for us we left at around 8pm.
Send YinK homed and went to slack around,
following by frog leg porridge.
Oh man, i need to cut on my fooooood, which i doubt so. AhHH.

Sunday.
Nothing much, Rot and sleep at home the whole day.

Monday,
Work, Rot and homed.

Tuesday,
Work, Dinner at Botak Jones with BFF and Sister :)
And then Movie-ed Role Model.
LOL! Damn hilarious show.
If you need a laugh your ass out, and don't mind vagularities. Go watch, But it's NC 16 for your info.

And today?
I'm still very lethargic.
Just had lunch, a good one.
In need to get rid of fats!
***Serious case***
aha! I'm just rubbishing for your info.
Maybe i should look forward for the weekends already.
Lovely March!!!
Students who are studying, their March Hoilday is coming soooon.
Guess right on the streets, we will be seeing teenagers real sooon.

Alrighty!
It's 1:17pm.
I need to *work* seriously* heh!
I know i had lots of crap to clear but i'm not in the moood.

toodles!

Time to blog fully! :)

2009-03-06T11:06:00.004+08:00

Hello!

Let me start this posting with what type of cheese am i? {LOL!]

You are cheddar cheese!

You are a yellow-orange, rectangle-shaped cheese. You are very popular. You have lots of zip and energy and love to jump around. You are sharp and clever, but also sometimes a little stubborn.

The most widely purchased and eaten cheese in the world. Cheddar cheeses were originally made in England, however today they are manufactured in many countries all over the world. Fully cured Cheddar is a hard, natural cheese. It is shaped like a drum, 15 inches in diameter, with natural rind bound in cloth. Normally, the color of Cheddar ranges from white to pale yellow. Some Cheddars, however, have a color added, giving the cheese a yellow-orange color. Cheddar is always made from cow's milk and has a slightly crumbly texture if properly cured. If the cheese is too young, the texture is smooth. Cheddar gets a sharper taste the longer it matures. It is generally matured between 9 and 24 months. The important thing in purchasing Cheddar, is to consider the age of the cheese. Milk is heated to 86 degrees F and inoculated with a lactic starter culture. After an hour rennet is added. When the curd is firm, it is ground down to marble-sized bits which are heated to 100 degrees F. The whey is discarded and it is sliced into slabs. The curd is pressed overnight and stands for 4 days in a cool atmosphere. Unlike other well known cheeses, Cheddar's name is not protected so it has been used and abused by many producers around the world. [ Country: England Milk: cow milk Texture: semi-hard ]

You people should try out this quiz, definately cute =]
http://cupped-expressions.net/cheese/quiz/

Today's a Friday.
And i'm still sick after 2 days of MC. [actually 3days, Tuesday, wednesday & thursday]
Did get better, but well, needed more time to recover fully.
Stomach is down badly.
My system isn't like last time, where one day of resting, and ta da~ i'm well again.
Maybe my system is starting to get rusty or probably thinks that my body still can take it.
At least it's more active now to get even stronger, better than nothing =]
Eat like a man, some article i recent saw from CLEO Magazine- March 09 copy.
It's good to eat like a man. Because guys tend to eat stuffs that the girls normally wont, given examples like Raw oysters.
Definately, they are high in protein and iron =] Very good 'tonic'for the ladies huh. I love oyster!!
Practically, time for me to re-energinze where i should have more Vitamins and of course more tonic stuffs. More Bird nest please, LOL!!! =X
I seriously need to stock up the system in my body.
Weak body for me? No way. Not very me also.

Hmmm, Seemingly, i had been catching loads of anime online. Oppsy!
But who cares if the anime is good?
I enjoyed what i like and what i do =]
Definately, anime kills time for me.
And pure entertainment too!
But sometimes, it just gets too bored.
Currently still loading for Mister ajikko.
A cooking anime definately not to be missed.
It's a 80's anime anyway.
The look of the food is like as if you wanna eat too!
LOL.
I'm a pure food lover.
Who doesnt enjoy good food anyway =]
even if my stomach were to go crashing, i would still eat.
But the recently crashing, is just totally bad.
Well, at least i'm 80 percent back to the actual standard.

Okay, seems like too much food in this post.
Next....!

I'm glad that henderson concert band is improving.
From the recordings i heard, now at least a low sliver =]
Gambate neh, peepos!
And thanks Jun Lin for all your information of the band.
You definately have improve :) Well done and bravo!
But definately not to be too proud, cause you wont improve much if you think that way. =]
And i'm still thinking whether to go for the mass exchange on the 19 of march. RawwwRRr!
6 April, Jun lin was asking me to go back too, to support them for SYF.
I suppose i will be going for it, since he asked me. Why not.
But really still thinking. It's weeks away. I shall just take my time to think!
Alrighty.

Times up for today =]

toodles!

Mentally and Physically Down :(

2009-03-03T15:46:00.003+08:00

Dui Bu Qi - Wang Zi

多久了没有你的消息上一封简讯是星期几
又错过了与你的约定对不起真的不是故意
有时候没办法陪著你你总是对我说没关系
放不下我对你的任性对不起不该让你伤心

有时候你会让让我
儘管我大男人发作
有时候你会装作不懂
默默地留一些空间给我
这些事情其实我一直都藏在心裡

请你原谅我不懂逗你开心
请你原谅我不懂听你的心
回想这过去我学著让你更安心
别赌气别任性别放弃说声对不起
别赌气别任性别放弃

请你相信我我会更加珍惜
请你相信我我会呵护著你
小小的爱情却是我最大的幸运
疼爱的想念的都是你
请你相信一个这样的我

请原谅我对不起对不起

Wonderful Saturday.

2009-03-01T19:28:00.005+08:00

So what happens on a wonderful Saturday?

Well, of course happily indugle in good food.

Yeah, that's the way :)

Anyway, Went Bakerzin for Dinner as recommended from Yoh Kun :)

And of course, went along with BFF ! :D

He's my eating partner too!

So who can resist good food? hahah!
We ordered the all day set @ 13.8 per person!

Soup of the Day: Green Pea soup
Green pea's definately not my cup of soup.

But well, i finished it.

The texture's not that bad, i just sort of relate the soup to what i drank few days back during lunch. The smell and taste wasn't that strong too.

3/5 for the overall rating.

Mango italian soda - BFF's

Pomegranate italian soda - mine :)

This is Ham & Bacon Cream Sauce PENNE.

The overall looks good.

Cream sauce isn't too thick. fine i should say.

But the Pennes alittle uncooked.

Better try next time.

3/5 for the overall rating.

Macaroni clam clear in tomato soup base.

Taste a little slightly sweet.

Definately for those who loves sweet soupy base.

There's alot of clams :)

3.5 / 5 for my overall rating

and 3 /5 for BFF's overall rating.

Finally the desserts!

ice cream & sorbets

forest fruit ice cream - the one which is in cream red.

Seductive taste, the more you eat the more you want!

Berry tasting :) People who loves berry, must try! :)

sumatra white chocolate ice cream - pure cream white

Coffeey taste, definately recommended to people who likes coffee.

A combi of white chocolate with coffee :)

lime sorbet - the one which is purely white.

Limey tasting, first mouth which you may find it very sourish.

But after the next few, it just turns to pure sweetness-sourish!

Definately recommended by me :)

okay okay, guess i'm done for this post! Shall start preparing for next saturday's planning. Gonna meet my besties of course. After sucha long time.

And presenting the two food lovers.

My eating partner, BFF! :D

Sorry for the "ugly" photo
Heh!

AND OF COURSE ME, MYSELF AND I

BAKERZIN, with love.

Oh ya!

This is the macarons which we bought. 6 @ price of 5 bucks.

Promotions ended. Ha, i was lucky! :D

Say Hello to Kisses and Marely & Me Book.

Alright!

Toodles! :)

JENNIFER ANISTON

2009-02-27T15:40:00.002+08:00

LINDSAY LOHAN
&

JENNIFER ANISTON

My TWO most favourite actress all time.

Well, i find both of them pretty :)

heh!

Okay, i'm done here today.

Just came into blog about this two lovely actress.

And i'm damn happy now. heh! :D

toodles!

To Heart.

2009-02-26T13:06:00.001+08:00

to Heart - KinKi Kids
作詞：久保田洋司・E.komatsu
作曲：宮崎歩

この想いを
君に伝えたい
ありふれた言葉でいい

君の声を
もう少し聞いて
いたい　星の夜

ケータイでつないだ運命
広い宇宙(そら)の片隅で
どんな遠く離れていても
届くはずさ　my Heart

君がいる　ただそれだけで
壊れるくらい　強くなれるよ
せつなさの　すべてをかけて
僕は信じる　Heartは届くと

この願いを
君に伝えたい
聞き慣れた言葉でいい

どこか遠く
離れて行くような
不安覚えた夜

人混みに紛れないように
そっと　指に触れた
君のぬくもり感じるのに
届かないよ　my Heart

あの場所で　約束したよね
泣きたいくらい　君を守ると
せつなさの　すべてをかけて
僕は信じる　Heartは届くと

夜は夜になるため
太陽を犠牲にするという
永遠なものなんてない
それでも星は二人の上で
光る

君がいる　ただそれだけで
壊れるくらい　強くなれるよ
せつなさの　すべてをかけて
僕は信じる　Heartは届くと

want to tell you about this love
Even ordinary words will do

I want to hear your voice a little longer on this starry night

Our fates are connected by cellphones
In a corner of this big universe
No matter how far apart we are
My heart is sure to reach you

Just having you
Makes me so strong that I could break
I’ll channel all my sadness
And have faith that my heart will reach you

I want to tell you about this wish
Even words you hear all the time will do

That night I felt anxious
That you’d go somewhere far away

I softly touched your fingers so I wouldn’t lose you in the crowd
I can feel your warmth
But my heart won’t reach you

I made a promise in that place
That I’d protect you so much that I felt like crying
I’ll channel all my sadness
And have faith that my heart will reach you

They say the night makes the sun suffer to that night can come
Nothing is forever, yet the stars
Shine above us

Just having you
Makes me so strong that I could break
I’ll channel all my sadness
And have faith that my heart will reach you

Movies movies movies!!!

2009-02-23T22:19:00.003+08:00

Need a laughter? Go watch ....

Need some Stories, how about...

Out in cinema soon. I'm waiting for .....

and of course :)

~~Man, i need a break. All away from people who stresses me up.~~

~~Seriously... this is freaking crazy.~~

~~They should just sit down and think how would i feel.~~

~~It's not as if i want to say them. But well, uh nevermind.~~

~~I'm always goood. But to the rest, i'm like crap.~~

~~Speaking my mind to them is like being rebellious and don't listen to them.~~

~~Okay, i shall stop. enough said. I'm just too nice to let them win. =/~~

Weekends :)

2009-02-22T20:13:00.004+08:00

Hello there!
heh! Just took some photos with my little huggies :)
She just went grooming the other day at jalan ruma tinggi. a saturday!
Seriously and uberly cute right after her grooming.
Spent like $45.
Cheap and good okay :)

So this late afernoon, bought huggies out to Dog run park, along with BFF, Wifey, two monsters:) and Princess.
Heh!! She's super cute, kept sticking close to me.
Uberly cute :)
Homed ard 6 plus.
And she eats, drinks, shit and urine.
LOL, a home dog indeed i can say.
Wanna bring her out more often :)

Alrights. That should be it.
Enough said. blog soon ;)

toodles! :D

but before i go, let me post the translation of the song on my blog. I find it nice :)

桜舞うこの道を
あなたと並び歩いている
風輪まだ肌寒い
手度なんか幸せ
一歩鈴鹿座寝て輪
今日と湯日が明日に変わる
二人でいる置換が
私に輪当たり前なの

いつかね
交わした約束をちゃんと
を簿得ていますが
いつかきっと
かなえなれる
そう信じてもう用ね
あなたとなんかない間
私輪ここにいる

足を止め立ち止まり
あなた輪空を仰いでいう
風に筒なれながら
法だ夜かな表情で

一秒って本当輪
とても長い置換安打と
そばにいって食えるから
そう感じなれるのきっと

いつかね
交わした約束をちゃんと
を簿得ていますが
今わまだ
蚊なれられていない約束さえ
大切なのだから
あなたと戸森のいる

この地多喜男も移動に意の
君を何でもてない
その他紅不尾に出る気と
あなたかいてくれるから

いつかね
交わした約束をちゃんと
を簿得ていますが
いつかきっと
肌背かと起毛と風他力綱
手に出けど野田から
二人輪ここにいる

Walking next to you on this road with the sakura petals dancing
The wind is chilly but for some reason I'm happy
One day changes into the next as we take one step after another
The time that we spend together is like second nature to me
Do you remember that promise we made one day?
It's okay that I believe that one day it'll be fulfilled, isn't it?
It's the reason I'm staying here with you
Coming to a standing halt, you absorb the blue sky
With a calm expression and the wind enveloping you.
A single second is really longer than it seems,
I'm sure I feel that way because you're by my side.
Do you remember that promise we made one day?
Even if that promise hasn't been fulfilled, it's still precious so
That's why I'm with you
It's common belief that this era yields no hope
I'm anxious about what's coming but because you're here with me... (I can face it)
Do you remember that promise we made one day?
One day when it's fulfilled we'll have forged a deeper bond and so
That is why the both of us are here

Simple Plan

2009-02-19T10:05:00.003+08:00

Welcome To My Life - Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

BoOOo, just purely ranting through simple plan - Welcome to my life.

haha, whatever it is, will be gone sooon, i shall be the Happy me, enjoy life, enjoy everything!

Probably, those poeple should just put themselves in my shoes.

I had been thinking really hard! And they simply just stressing me up with the stresses they had. One question to wake them up seriously, what for friggin stress the other people when you are stress yourself, just pisses people off, doesn't it make things worst and causes the whole lot to be stressful too.

Crap, CRAP. Oh why should i even bother. enough said. RawRRRRRRRRRRR!

I'm good, always GOOD! :) this shall be today's ranting!! I will be the nice person huh.

Toodles!

Time for Updates!! :D

2009-02-16T13:20:00.003+08:00

Alrighty! Time for some updates.
It's been long since i really write a post.
But today's will still be a short one.

Well practically, enjoyed throughout the whole of last week.
Fun, laughter, joy and happiness is all i can find. though i may felt the cui-ness kept intruding. :p
And i'm not alone this Valentine's day! :) Whahahha!

Okay, i think that's all i can say.
Cause somethings are meant not to be said but to be kept in the heart.
It's way better ain't it? Heh! :)

Yesterday, 15 Feb 2009.
Went fishing with BFF and fishing Master.
Photos can be found on Face book or my Picasa Web album.
Do take a look :)

toodles!

Anywhere but here :)

2009-02-13T09:05:00.001+08:00

anywhere but here by Hillary duff.mp3 -
When I'm in a crowd
Or on an island, by myself
Silent or too loud
Wishing I was somewhere else

And I can't believe
You hit me fast and hard
When you turn to me and say
Never change the way you are

Trying to catch your eye
Things will never look the same
Now I can't deny
You're the moth and I'm the flame

There I go again
I should walk before I run
How can I explain
I can't stop what you've begun

I'm falling through the door
Flying across the floor
When you look at me
Suddenly it's clear
You're burning out my dreams
Crazy as it seems
I don't wanna be
Anywhere but here
Anywhere but here

What goes on inside
Is a mystery, no doubt
A roller coaster ride
I may never work it out

Here's the brand new me
Skates around and floats on air
I'm a sight to see
Rainbow colors in my hair
You have set me free
The one who gets me there

I'm falling through the door
Flying across the floor
When you look at me
Suddenly it's clear
You're burning out my dreams
Crazy as it seems
I don't wanna be
Anywhere but here
Anywhere but

Here is the place where
My head is spinning
Time is beginning
To race away

You come to throw me
Knock me off my feet
You give me wings to fly
The world goes crashing by again

I'm falling through the door
Flying across the floor
When you look at me
Suddenly it's clear
You're burning out my dreams
Crazy as it seems
I don't wanna be
Anywhere but here
Anywhere but here

Overwhelming Happiness!

2009-02-12T22:23:00.004+08:00

Hello People! :)

Well well, let me show you my results for my past 4 modules.
Here.

Ta da~!!! :)
Definately you are looking at my results.
Though it may not be that wonderful grades, but well i already tried my best.
The most rejoicing one was Financial Accounting.
I got a C. Yes! a C!!
Unexpectedly, i thought either a D if not a straight F.
But it came out a C.
I was jumping when i saw my results. You can't imagine how i scream like crazy at top of my voice and what i did!
Still remembered that day after FA exams, i was crying so badly cause i guess i didn't really do well for it. Luckily there's BFF :) Heh!
Economics was a D. Expected cause i think i did badly. especially my quiz. :p
A relieve for now i can say.
Next HRM and Marketing..
I think my marketing quiz today was fruitful cause i managed to answer all the questions provided i written down the main points :D

Alright!!!
Will contiune to strive on in my studies.
All the way i go!! heh! :)
lucks to me!

toodles!

Super Cui-ing,

2009-02-10T10:45:00.007+08:00

ill remember you - NO SECRETS

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember yooooou,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

Hello all!
A good song for a start of a good day :)
I'm still feeling cui anyway.
Probably, i need another good break.
Heh! Well, idk when.

Anyway, i'm feeling very happy.
Just feel like smiling all the time.
It feels great to have this kind of smile right on my face.
I'm loving it! :D

Tonight's submission for HR Project, then prepare for Marketing Project.
Tonight will be super cui-ing.
Tonight gonna have fish soupy for dinner :)
Tonight muz remember to print tai tai's marketing notes tomorrow. [or mabe later]
Tonight gonna drink red bull to keep myself awake, lessons are important.
Tonight must clean off my nail polishes.
Tonight must play with dog.
Tonight must chase someone home to rest.
Tonight will be a long night.
Tonight i will have a good rest and wake up super cui agian the very next morning.
Tonight i will hug Tugz & hugz tightly, cause i haven been hugging them to sleep. [nelgecting :p]
Tonight will think for what to do tomorrow.
Tonight, i will end my post here for now. xD

toodles!

Today today!

2009-02-09T10:20:00.003+08:00

A best friend is a secret sharer, a best friend makes you smile, a best friend is someone just like you :)

Well, was away on the weekends for a short trip with BFF. [bintan]
It feels good to have this break! All away from the buzzing and hetic stuffs.
Relaxing and enjoyable i can say!

Today, i forced myself to wake up for work.
Today, i'm mentally hyper & physically tired.
Today is a good day.
Today i had potato egg salad for breakfast.
Today, i watched Chick vs. Dick while having my breakfast.
Today, first thing first, went i came for work, i went to scream.
Today, gonna have salad for lunch again.
Today is a healthy day.
Today will be like the rest of the days, cause we are gonna eat healthy stuffs from today onwards.
Today, i'm stoning at the monitor thinking what to write for today
Today i feel goood :)
Today, i talk ku ku-ly today.
Today, i'm looking forward for my planned schedules.
Today's gonna be fun.
Today, i just love being me!
Today, i shall stop here now :D
Today, you shall enjoy this music :)

Bai Se Feng Che - Jay Chou

Away.

2009-02-06T22:19:00.004+08:00

On a lighter note :) ,

Being Happy Doesn't Meant Everything is That Perfect, but It Means You've Decided to See Beyond The Imperfections.

Live, laugh, love is my theory. I enjoy it that way :)
Smile!

toodles.

Before that, Enjoy my music :)
Click to listen.

Everything You Do - M2M

Vulnerable.

2009-02-06T09:14:00.002+08:00

Vulnerable - Secondhand Serenade

Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
Because its cold outside cold outside its cold out side
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
Because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside

And your slowly shaking finger tips
Show that your scared like me so
Let pretend were alone
And I no you may be scared
And I no were unprepared
But I don't care

Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
Please don;t tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible

I was born to tell you I love you
Its that a song already
I get a B in originality
And its true I cant go on without you
Your smile makes me see clear
If you could only see in the mirror what I see

And your slowly shaking finger tips
Show that your scared like me so
Let pretend were alone
And I no you may be scared
And I no were unprepared
But I don't care

Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
Please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible

Slow down girl your not going anywhere
Just wait around and see
Maybe I am much more you never no what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone I can be anything
Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone anything I promise I can be what you need

Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
Please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible

Random lines :D

2009-01-30T09:54:00.002+08:00

1. Hello there!
2. I'm very sleeeep right now.
3. But now i'm at work,
4. So eventually, i cant sleep :(
5. Currently, i'm looking forward to lunch,
6. and i have been craving for laksa since yesterday night.
7. Because of watching Television,
8. The bowl of laksa in the teley, tempted me alot.
9. Which means i'm gonna get more fat and fat.
10. And that motivates me to go for more excerises :D
11. Therefore jogging have been a routine every week :)
12. If feels damn good to excerise!
13. BFF is busy,
14. So i have to entertain myself and let him do his work.
15. I think i'm more addicted to FB now.
16. And i dont know why.
17. I'm looking forward towards all my planned scheduled!
18. And i think i'm gonna have fun!
19. Later will be meeting my khakis,
20. Eventually don't know what's gonna happen.
21. Girlfriend and Buddy, both are busy, so therefore they cannot make it.
22. But i will be seeing the both of them on the 21st :D
23. My favorite number is here.
24. LOL, that was so errrr.. :p
25. Okay, i see marshmellows on my table.
26. I think i'm gonna have some.
27. wait.
28. Chottomatte!
29. Ah! Back :D
30. Heh! My energy food!
31. I suddenly miss hugz & tugz [baby carebears]
32. And i remembered they both are lying on my bed.
33. Also reminding me, how my dog peeped at me this morning,
34. acting as if she's sleeping.
35. But also her sleeping posture is so OMG!
36. LOL!!
37. I love my doggie anyway :D
38. And she's going for a grooming on the 21st!
39. most probably, she will be having a puppy cut :)
40. It will be damn cute!
41. I still have many more Ang baos which were not collected,
42. Therefore i will get them on Sunday!
43. People are starting to comment about 25 random things on facebook.
44. I think sure gonna be alot of comments again. LOL!
45. Jess and BFF are WAR-ing at my note.
46. They are super cute la :)
47. That's why i love them all! Heh!
48. I feel so Xin Fu!
49. And the feeling is super damn goood!
50. The time now is almost 10:30am.
51. But why does it seems so slow.
52. I got the feeling that it will get even slower in the afternoon.
53. BOoOOoOOOoOooO!
54. BFF is now shaking his Man Boobs. LOL
55. I'm typing it out to lengthen my entry.
56. Heh! it super fun to type like this.
57. And i think they starting to flood the comment board.
58. Cause i received 4 mails in one shot.
59. But it's super fun to see them flooding each other wall :)
60. Right now i had hit line 60.
61. Should i contiune instead?
62. Maybe not, cause i think it will be never ending.
63. I shall contiune some other time and go flood the comment board.
64. Alright!
65. Off from blogger!
66. toodles!
67. :))))))))))

Day 1 :)

2009-01-26T20:35:00.007+08:00

Hello People! :)

i'm here to blog today!
Yup, like finally i decided to blog.
Well, let me updated something from two days back.

Saturday morning, Got my LG Pinky phone!
Meddle the phone almost the whole day :p
Then went IKEA aftermath [right after dinner]
Okay, once i reached there, started to carry a big yellow ikea bag with me.
Slowly, i placed the things which i wanted into the big yellow ikea bag provided.
LOL, i looked super small size with that bag i'm carrying.
As if a dwarf carrying something big. Ha! i sounded cute?
No exact photos though.
Bought more than 15 items i guess.
Cabbed home of course :D

Here's a photo of the big blue ikea bag, with more than 15 items.

Don't forget that my hands was also full. heh!

So rested for that night, and thought what to do to my closet.
In fact, i started to ransack my closet. Packed all the clothes which doesn't fit me into a super big bag. I think roughly about 3 bags.
Then added compartments into the closet. And placed all the clothings according to their sections.
2 hours and i completed the closet makeover, which excludes bringing the 3 bags of clothes to be get rid of & and getting my drink.
Ended the day & went to sleep like around 12 plus.

A photo of the outcome of my closet. neat!! i likey.

The Very Next Day... Sunday!
Woke up like 9am.
Went breakfast and then upon reaching home,
Meddle with my room desk.
Began to start throwing stuffs again.
This time about two bags.
And!! i found many stuffs which i haven seen for very long.
Pack.. packing...Packed...
Dump.. Dumping... Dumped!!
Everything ended like almost 5pm. including my shoes :)

Here's what i found from my unopened drawer :P

Wallets!!! for sale. LOL!

And the overrall outcome, i guess still alittle messy :p

The little drawers.

Magazines, portfolios and little dolls corner.

My little doodle board. LOL, why is my office site pass hanging at home :p idk.

The little candle corner! :D

And finally resting after the reunion dinner. A cup of tea to call off for the day :D

& i chatted happily online! :D

Today's Monday.

I rotted at home for almost the whole day already.

Didn't go bai nian, but i guess would be tomorrow.

Slept through the afternoon, cause i was relatively tired.

Didn't have very good rest as i had been waking up early and sleeping late.

The little tiny dots on my face are poping out, this means i need to sleep early !!

Ang baos, i'm coming tml!! And i hope the visits to relative's house would be short and sweet.

Okay, i'm off from here :)

Happppy MoOOOoOOOOOOooo Year!

toodles!

i'm waitng :) heh!

Lovely song!

You and Me - Lifehouse

Happy Moo Moo year!

2009-01-26T00:06:00.002+08:00

Gonna Update soon!

Stay tune!!

toodles! :D

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live

Early wishes :)

2009-01-23T09:41:00.004+08:00

Hello People!

A nice video to start for today.
Heh! Enlightens me though, with this wonderful song.

NSYNC - This I Promise You -

Okay, New year's Eve is right on this Sunday.
Home is still in a mess, so does my room.
I need to pack my room tomorrow! Yes, tomorrow :)

And my pink LG phone is arriving at my doorstep, tomorrow between 10am - 1pm.
Heh! Can't wait for it to arrive soooooooon!

Busy week ahead.
And guess i'm fully loaded with stuffs.
But it's gonna be exciting and fun :D

Well, i may feel gloomy now,
but there's my 'clown' entertaining me :D
i shall be good later. heh!

&My mood is playing around with me. [trouble]
Now i'm feeling relieve and slightly more happier.
maybe the next moment, gloomy again.
ah! Good day! :D

Need to groom Huggies soon, she's getting fugly and smelly. LOL! :p

off from blogger.

toodles!!

Don't Know why :)

2009-01-20T10:45:00.005+08:00

Hello there !

Just feel like blogging.
But i had no idea what to blog about.

A song for a good start i guess? There..

Dont Know Why - Norah Jones

Lets see what do i have...
So this week, started Monday with a blast.
Instead of Monday Blues, went Monday Crazy.
Haha! It's way better like this, right?
Laughters and fun, just enlighten my soul.
I maybe tired, but the energy level just drive out from no where.
Probably this is the so call hidden energy in me.
Trigger me, and the next moment, i will be ready with full of energy.
Okay, crap.

Waiting for my break to come soon. So i can just zone out easily.
no stress, no nothing, which can just kill me easily right now.

But i know, someone will try to be there always. You rock! and thank you.thank you.thank you!

And today, felt super werid in the morning. As if something's missing and i went moodless.
Then after awhile, i finished up the jar of twisties on my table.
LOL, how wonderful can that be? ya, i know, fattening.
But i'm feeling good already. heh! :D

Short post today again, i guess.

Lessons tonight, quizes return, wish me luck.

I'm off to zoning out.

toodles!

Great weekends :D

2009-01-18T11:58:00.003+08:00

Hi People :)

What a beautiful sunset today!
Argh! Didn't had a chance to take a few shots,
cause i'm not armed with my dearest 300D.

Practically, i was getting back to my usual routine in jogging.
Walking at a slower pace after 10 minutes of none-stop jog.
I looked up towards sky with the breeze blowing passed my face.
The scene is way too pretty or do i meant beautiful.
The colours and how the clouds set at their position :D
But it's only awhile, cause after that when i was on my way home, the sun already set. Heh!

Ah! Feels good to jog again.
Well, it's just the start. Gotta keep up with this, if not will be a total waste.

Okay, Let's see...
Earlier on in the afternoon, went out to town to walk and shop.
Did some shopping:) Bought dinner and home aftermath. I'm tired!

Oh ya!! Need to do something important.

I'm outta here already.

toodles!

It feels good to have breaks.,

2009-01-16T22:22:00.003+08:00

Hello! :)

It's friday already!
This week is faster than i thought.
Well, whenever there's fun, the time will just get faster and faster.
It just feels good :)
Heh! i can't practically describe how good am i feeling right now, cause it's undescribe-able
Simply because it's not meant to be written down here easily :D
I have way too many to say.

Good feelings. I'm Happy =)

Tomorrow's saturday.
Project day, 1 to 6pm.
Hopefully draft one will be out by then.

Busy weeks ahead, but i know fun and relaxation is on the way.
I'm coming!

Short posting today.
Gotta go! ;)

toodles!

Live, Love and Laugh =)

2009-01-14T15:35:00.002+08:00

Hello there :)

It's been days since i last blogged!
Well, busy with work and study.
But totally drained out already.
Hetic and lethargic i can both say.

Anyway, i still have my energy sourcews.
Marshmellows, chcoco beans, and whatever that gaves me energy boost :)
So probably i won't go dead at anytime of the day.

2 upcoming quizes, and finally one down.
Hopefully, i didn't state the wrong stuffs, cause i wrote whatever i can thought of.
Cause eventually, all of us mainly got no idea of the lecturer's way of teaching.
Therefore, we had to count on the notes given and some common knowledge.
Well, i can't say it's niether easy nor difficult.
Just mainly how you linked everything in HRM, same goes to marketing.
But i'm loving this two modules.
At least right now, i know how the procedure works in the office with HRM.

Okay, and up next with marketing quiz, then followed by projects.
Oh, i need info for some kind of cam, i don't remember the exact of what kind of cam. Is it handy something something cam? i don't know. Oh wells. =/
LOL, probably, i should just check out my question instead with regards to the project.

I'm outta here already.
Very random post today. I know.

toodles! :)

Gone with the old & in with the new :)

2009-01-11T20:32:00.004+08:00

Hello there :)

Having been taking lots of rest this few days.
Well, just plainly tired, and i'm still tired though.
Mainly on hiatus mood, therefore pardon me if i'm not very myself at times.
But no worries, i'm way happier than before :D

Saturday, Went fishing with BFF & Fishing master :)
Took quite a number of photos.
Let the pictures do the talking.

To see a clearer version on what i had snapped, please go to http://picasaweb.google.com/eunicecinue/Fishing#

Yes, part of the schedules for next few weeks are up.
HRM Project, Next Saturday 1 - 6pm
and the other meet up should be on the following week too, i guess.
Phew, Projects can be really tiedious but once it's over,
all focus will be on theory.
Man, i can't wait for exams to be over again. =/

Anyway,
Chinese New Year is nearing.
Need to do some cleaning up!!

Hmm. i need a short term break again. :O
Energy level is running low.

I'm outta here already!

But before that,
Thanks for putting back that smile on my face once again. & the enlighten-ment.
Shooo, you emos.
I'm glad you are always there ;)
Appreciated way too much! Words just can't seems to express how i felt.
Always in our heart, Heh! :D
You are the bestest! - irreplaceable.

Alright.
toodles! :)

In need of a smile.

2009-01-09T02:25:00.001+08:00

Some short postings in the middle of the night.
I'm ain't sleeping yet and i'm sorry for not sleeping early.

Well, i believe my Second Brother knows what i'm doing.
And i proven to him that i'm very different from the last time.
Where i always wouldn't listened to him.
But hey! I sat down there and listened to him.
He talk sensed to me, but at least i shown him that i had matured alot, therefore i knew what i was doing.
So nothing will changed, cause what i had decided, won't be changed easily.
What's made up on my mind will stay like how it was.
And i will proved to all that there's really nothing wrong.
It's just like how people always react when they see lesbians and gays. [no offence, really]
yeah yeah, that kind, like OMG! Why the hell are they even like that.

Sometimes really wonder, what the people out there are thinking.
Probably, it's safer to have a best friend with the same gender?
Nah, no for my case, cause i believe that pure friendship building doesn't include gender.
I have two Sec school besties. Good enough to have one from each gender.
Well, due to different aspects and own commitments, we don't meet up rarely.
Maybe.... right now.. In this world, this very moment.
It happens to be...
Just the way how people think and how they take things.
From what my Brother and mine thinking, i can see, it's way different.
I guess he's the type where A is always A and B is always B.
But he understoods what i'm trying to interplate.
A can B, and B can be A. But just know where the limits are.
Yes, i truely understand, and i know my limits therefore i'm not overdoing it.
He told me his life experienced stories. Can't blamed him for telling me that.
As unexpectedly, i just stood there and listened to him. For like 15 -20 mins?
Well, i think, there isn't much explanations to say towards him,
cause afterall i'm living my own life soon after years down the road.
Solving my own problems with regards to life or even marriage and etc.
And perhaps, i don't need people to make decisions for me. As i know, i can think for myself.
I can say i'm alot more stronger than before.
Alittle more wiser.
Alot more mature way before.
Turing 19 years old in about 5 months. .
I had already proven to my Brother by speaking to him nicely and he gave me that respect.
Thank you is all i can say.

I'm really sorry for making the other party,
So depressed and angry at some point of the time.
I really didn't meant it to be like this too.
Really, cause i was feeling very bad and super down.
Putting on fake smiles and controlling my emotions. Really.
And trying hard at the same time to concentrate on the lessons too.
But lessons was rather effective.
I'm blaming myself for been that stubborn. >.<
Oh Eunice! what the heck are you even doing.
Stop hurting people like this, and give a big tight slap on yourself.
Please!

I believe that 2009 is really gonna be a good year.
Please grant me that, cause i don't want to regret it afterall.
2008 is yet a breeze but some happiness were input into it :)
I pray and i pray hard.

time for me to start doing something which has been a long time. i need the immediate release.

As i thought, why are they even looking at my stuffs. Where's my personal space and privacy.
Oh come on man... =/ But i still shall forgave them cause, afterall they are still my family.

Perfection is achieved by embracing imperfections.
Nothing in this world is perfect.
If something or someone appears perfect to you,
it's because it knows the art of concealing.

The ability to hide your flaws and flaunt your pros isn't difficult to master.
but the process in which you begin to try and the end result is the most crucial.
often, we are deceived by the outer appearance.
as they say : first impression is the most important.
it's human nature to judge you by how you look.

God never solves the problem for us.
"He" mainly just gives us hints to the solution of our woes,
and that's how he taught us to learn from mistakes.

okay, it's time for me to rest.
Nights to 1.01Am. or maybe 1.02Am.
Probably i should said it's 2.20Am now...
Maybe, i should go office early later on.

Lovely day. I'm goood~!
:)

Blog later again, if there's something more for me to post.

toodles!

I believe in what i do :)

2009-01-08T15:43:00.003+08:00

Hello People!

Awww, I have the tendency to get lethargic nowadays.
Specially morning and at night.
Either i go to sleep early and wake up late.
If not, i go to sleep late and wake up early.

Nah =/ it will never be Sleep early, wake up early.
Cause i always make it the other way round.

Okay!!!!!!! Enough of sleeps & being lethargic.

Marketing lesson Session number two tonight.
I'm gonna see Dylan Chan ah Hai, the lecturer again.
I guess i'm able to do well for both Human Resource and Marketing.
Provided if i put in effort :D
Heh! No idea, i just had great feelings for this two modules.
Work hard!

And Mom called just now. Ah, she's just thinking too much. No worries Mom!
Believe in what i do. Heh, She didnt believe that i'm different from what i used to be.
I'm not the xiao mei mei everyone used to know, doesn't know much things, super blur and afraid.
Probably, she's just worries too much.
But i will prove to her soon. Heh! :D
You shall see what i'm gonna do during Chinese New Year!
I will be the guai one among my siblings :)

A new year, a new begining.
That's what people always say.
So i don't see why am i unable to make a better change to the ONG family.

Alright. Tomorrow's Friday already.
eighth day of 2009 and i'm reminding everyone every single day.
I'm still feeling good! except that i need to do some slight changes towards my family.
It's gonna be never ending. la la la la la~
Strive on then =)
I'm one happy person.

Outta here already.
but before that, enjoy this~

Light On - David Cook

toodles!

Don't stress, No stress! :)

2009-01-07T21:21:00.006+08:00

Hello people! :D

A small gift given by fishing master.
It's a 'magic' towel, from what i knew
& i'm urber lucky to pick up the one with Winnie the Pooh & Friends.
Heh! :)

So let me talk about something in the morning.
I was making my way to office and at the same time meddling with handphone.
Without noticing, Mr. Ihara [from no where] greeted me with a big action to catch my attention.
Heh! i was shocked, but well, unexpected too. Maybe still young :) So probably need abit more energy to entertain me. =X

Okay, enough of that.

Lunch time / Half day leave.
Went over to Town Office to meet up with the TO khakis for lunch.
Jess, Wendy and Cyrus.
Lovely People :)
Shan't mentioned what happened during lunch =X [Sensored]
And seriously, Penta Ocean cannot put both Wendy and Eunice in the same area,
cause eventually, it will be super noisy, till nobody can take it. Heh!
13th Floor aftermath.
Mommy! & green tea greeted me at the pantry.
Also they asked whether do we need tiger beer, red wine or champagne.
Haha, Of course not!
Chatted alittle with the rest and left after that.
I wan Lunch again :D

Collected some stuffs and went movie-ing with BFF!
Hilarious show!!

BFF's the bestest :D
You rawk!

Homed then dinner & homed again.

Seventh Day of 2009.
And i'm still feeling GOOD~!
I deserved this good feeling.
Damn happy la!!!

Ah, tired already.

I'm leavin' :)

Leavin - Jesse McCartney

toodles!

Enjoying every single day :D

2009-01-06T15:26:00.004+08:00

Hello there!

It's the sixth day of 2009!
Well, i guess i'm feeling super urberly great for the past days.
Just can't describe the great feeling.
But anyway~ i feel GOOD!
And let the happiness flow through smoothly!

Soon it will be Chinese New year.
Has anyone started spring cleaning? Half way =/
Has anyone started shopping? I have! :D

Oh ya!
I can't wait to get my Ang Baos~! weeee hooo! Yipppeeee ayyy A!
But i drag going visiting my relatives, they will just kept asking the same questions over and over again.
But for Ang Baos, i will make my face appear for awhile.
LOL! Money-face. =p

Okay, Enough for rubbish!

Happened to came upon one of my friend's blog.
This the thing she wrote in her blog that caught my eyes.

there are 4 things you need to do, to know a person completely,

1. find out the person's secret
2. know something about the person the the person himself doesn't know
3. know something about the person that both of you know
4. find out what is it that both you you don't know.

i dare say, there's not a single person i am able to say that "yes, i understand you, completely"
Yeah, i totally agree ;) Some other thoughts to be written tml.

Alright.
I'm outta here already.

The smell in the office is kiling me slowly.
I'm dying!~
I'm dying!~
I'm dying!~
I'm dying!~
I'm dying!~
I'm dying!~
I'm dying!~
I'm dying!~
I'm dying!~

toodles! :D

fifth day of 2009 =)

2009-01-05T14:42:00.002+08:00

Hello People!

Today's already the fifth day of 2009..

Well, i think i have nothing much to blog about recently,
maybe because i have yet to come across anything interesting.
Therefore, i will try to blog alittle whenever i can.
To keep the blog entries flowing.

i had thought of jumping over to Live journal, but it's kind of difficult for me.
Seriously, there's too much memories over at this current blog.
Starting on a new site sounds good, but nah, i'm gonna hook on to blogger till i get sick of it,
but i guess it isn't gonna happen, cause i'm stuck in using blogger especially changing of the templates. Heh!

Okay, some thoughts for the past few days when i was out alone at the streets.
2009, it's like finally here.
Around 5 months, i will be another year older.
That's sounds amazing.
And i'm so looking forward in growing up.
From an innocent teenager to a mature young adult.
Also to see what's gonna happen in my wonderful life.
Whether bad or good, i'm will be on for it.
*Super Enthu. look *

Well, anyway, if i'm not wrong,
i still remembered i was starring at the notice board while waiting for the lift.
Was looking at the new flat notices over at kim tian road.
Then, the sudden feeling of missing this current place where i stayed at came.
That feeling cannot be described, and as i kept thinking: 3 years down the road, we will be moving.
Till some point of the time, i started giggling.
Why?
Because it's 2 years from now, not 3 years.
Haha, Silly me.
Probably, i had been thinking too much.
It doesn't hurt to think for things like this.
At least, i do have thoughts all the time.
Therefore, i shall count my blessings!

Okay, i totally have no idea, what i'm trying do.
Ah! Maybe you just figure out yourself.
I'm outta here!

toodles!

The 4th day of 2009

2009-01-04T15:22:00.006+08:00

Hello there!

Let me backtrack alittle...
To 31st December 2008.
Went partying, drinking and ~~photographying~~ over at Marina Barrage.
With BFF, Wifey & Singtel Friends :D

Okay, overall, not that bad too.

But just didnt get use to Barrage with lots of people there.

Barrage is suppose to be peaceful and nice. heh!

So the whole night, i was high on glucose!

Cups and cups of coke, without munching on the ice.

Heh! Eventually wanted to take photos, but it was way too crowded.

Therefore, we continued to chill at the Gallery Cafe.

Went up to the open area after awhile to wait for the fireworks.

Sigh.. i didnt get any good shots- No tripod!

Nevermind, i learnt my lesson anyway.

Continued chilling out and play cards.

Damn hilarious, cause we kept messing up the cards.

But i guess we all had fun! :D

Left at 3am and headed to chinatown for frog leg porridge.

Surprisingly, i finished my bowl of porridge.

and homed at 5am.

Okay!

Time for photos!

From top till bottom: Adrian, Gary, Eunice, Joan, Michelle, Eugenia, Melvin.

[Sorry if i did spelt anyone names wrongly =p]

This is Melvin.

This picture have story one.
He was super enthu. in taking photos that day.

TFCD! TFCD!

Therefore, each of us took a solo shot with him.

And finally, we passed him the liquior bottle.

Eventually, he started posing with it.

We even called him to drink up the whole bottle instead.

LOL! The second funniest person i came upon so far!

And now,

lets talk about yesterday.

Saturday 3th Jan 2009.

Work as usual.

But something happened which i didnt want to mention.

I'm still one happy person! & thanks for the shoulder :)

Went out to makan with BFF.

Ta Da~!

My usual routine in taking photo!
We had prata! & KwayTeow goreng.

I was craving for it.

plaster egg!

Fullfilling lunch indeed. & off to movie.

We finally watched Twiilight.

The movie's not that bad ;) really.

Homed after that.

Thanks BFF!

Alright!

Off to dinner sooon.

toodles!

Zzz..

2009-01-03T22:59:00.001+08:00

I'm Tired!

Blog tomorrow.

Wait for my postings :)

Hopefully, by the time, Barrage pictures will be up by then.

toodles!

Read on :)

2009-01-02T23:05:00.005+08:00

Helloo to all!!

1. I am the youngest employee at the office, those people i worked with are of years older than me :)
2. I love carebears & eeyore too!
3. I love pastas
4. creamy and white wine sauce pastas indeed is wonderful!
5. & of course, i eat it with lots of cheese and pepper if possible.
6. I don't really like tomato sauce sometimes.
7. I love photography.
8. but it's kind of expensive, therefore i will pick up slowly :)
9. I want to have my own car license
10. cause i hate squeezing in the MRTs & Buses.
11. I sing only when i'm super happy,
12. but of course only to those close people whom i know.
13. I think care bears are the sweetest bear anyone can find :)
14. I prefer sweet stuffs, so give me all your sugary stuffs!!
15. I have the Bestest & nicest BFF :D
16. I can't sleep without hugging anything.
17. So my targets for tonight will be sleepy & eeyore!
18. My Birthday falls on the twleve of JUNE.
19. therefore i'm waiting for a better celebration.
20. and of course the surprises too :)
21. Able to speak other languages are way too cool!
22. and i wanna learn Japanese!
23. I love being pretty,
24. who doesn't anyway?
25. And that leads to influencing other's to be more HIAO too :D
26. I love anything that is chocolatey & berry berry.
27. But i hate peanuts alot!!
28. So don't ever give me peanuts!
29. I enjoy shopping!
30. and of course blogshopping too.
31. They have many many different kinds of tops and dressie to choose from.
32. And sometimes, i had a hard time to decide on which to get.
33. I think Zac Efron is damn cute.
34. But everyone should be themselves instead!
35. I think guys are cuter when they smile.
36. but when they don't, they look very scary.
37. and of course, they always say to look cool so don't smile. -.-
38. I want a longer fringe & hair length.
39. and the volume too.
40. That leads me to wanting to dye my hair milky cocoa brown.
41. Okay, back to some other topics.
42. Laughter is the best medicine
43. I totally agreed.
44. But only with the right people.
45. I love watching movies with my friends.
46. especially those super hilarious movie!
47. I think guys that blushes are very cute too!
48. I have seen the soft side of a guy :D
49. I think my office canteen should serve better food.
50. I love strawberries and cherries.
51. And they are exceptionally nice when dipped in hot melted chocolate.
52. I love the sea.
53. the sky and the sun !!
54. Now i find my BFF is cuter :)
55. facebook is the best place where friends can start tagging nonsenses at the photos.
56. I have root canal treatment right at my front tooth one year back.
57. I'm all ready for 2009,
58. and now is already the 2nd day of 2009!
59. I remembered i made my wish 30mins later, after 12am on the first day of 2009.
60. I think my blog is super pinkish?
61. but i guess, there's even more pinkish blog than mine.
62. Why am i even typing like this?
63. and why are you even reading it?
64. I know why!
65. Cause you like me!
66. LOL!
67. Kidding! But thanks for reading!!!
68. LOVES TO YOU!! :)
69. heh!
70. And i find it fun, blogging like this.
71. toodles! and good night! :)

Goodbye 2008! :)

2008-12-31T17:00:00.001+08:00

Hello there!

Above photo shows the looks of me within this year.
If i don't remember wrongly, from March till now.
Please tell me there's a slight differences.
Cause i think i look cubbier at the first picture.
LOL! Or probably i had been thinking too much already.
Maybe because of my hairstyle. Yes, i can see the differences.
Some said, i tend to look slightly mature now.
but i'm still me. Like always! Heh!

Hmm...
Let's reflect on me myself in the year of 2008.

Overall , i felt that i had a greater change since i started working.
Well, i found out that i'm more independent & matured alot.
Based on character wise, i appeared to be more out-going and more open than when i was still in school.
I know when is the time to be serious and when is the time for fun & laughter.
But sometimes people can't seems to accept the fact that i'm like that.
Probably, they still think i'm the old Eunice, who's easily bully.

Talking about being bully,
i still remembered the times in school where i used to get bullied by stupid people who thinks that they are really damn good with their position in hand.
Well, i used to be weak, but right now, thinking back, i find it rather stupid and it's making me laughing out loud.

okay okay, 2008 2008.

January 28th, if i'm not wrong.
O levels results.
Didnt do well. D7 for math. L1R4 - 30
People around were rejoicing, while i felt like a piece of crap.
Practically went around consoling people who didnt do well like me.
Ha, i guess i need people to console me more. But i just wouldn't let them.
Tahaning throughout from school till home.
And one breaking point, started crying for almost a day.
Got enlightened from brother & mom.

Eventually, that's when the turning point was.
Decided to study private Diploma over at PSB.
And i got in [2nd Feb 2008] :) But i also gotten a place in Higher NITEC too.
They were slightly slower.
Therefore got rejected by me.

Also another turning point.
Previous work was at Great World's Dorthoy perkins working as a sales personnel.
Quit around 28th Feb 08 to join Penta-Ocean Construction Co. Ltd in 3 March 2008.

School, work and everything went smoothly.
Knew more about the world of the adult working life.
Totally different from what i always think, carefree to work.
But actually it's tiring.
So friends, don't envy me.
Please study hard alright!
Cause i'm going on the tougher route.
And i got a B for English and C for QS for studies.
But i think i flung my Fanancial Accounting. [Dec period]
Still remember what happens that very single day :(
Well, this is part & parcel of life.
I'll be okay! :)

March, april, may and then JUNE!
My birthday chalet. [14 June 08]
Invited colleagues and friends.
Still consider not the bestest celebration yet cause i was drunk yet sober.
Therefore not fun at all. LOL!
I'm waiting for a better celebration!! :D

Hmm.
Friends do come and just go like that, only true friends stay and follow along.
No matter how tough the journey is, everything is proven by actions and not just purely by words.
Well, i used to have a group of bestest girlfriends, But, it just goes off just with a finger click.
I know, i still got my two Besties. Bestest Secondary school mates, Buddy[Limcaiyuan], whom i known for more than 5 years and girlfriend[LeongYinkhay] for more than 2 years.
Amazing! 2 Ls :D
Like what i said previously, people may seems to be unable to stand the character-wise of mine.
Therefore, happens too over at my workplace, used to have good friends, and just another finger click, we are not that close like we used to be. Or in other words, they restrained themselves from me.

Okay okay!
So that's when the bestest part always comes along.
Just like those in story books, live Happily ever after.
Time for joy!
Remembered my Special friend?
Yes yes yes!
BFF aka Adrian Ng cw.
After months of clicking together,
i find him rather similar to me, as in similarities.
We like, dislike almost the same stuffs :)
And 11 nov 08 , that's our date when we become real BFFs :)

Also, one bunch of good friends in school too.
Moon jie, Unagi aka Jennifer ong xiu-li, Tai Tai, and Karen.
The most noisy and crappiest group in the class i guess :D

Right now on my mind, one question for the year of 2008
some people just can't seems to get the fact[i'm not refering to anyone] that why can't a girl & man becomes Best friend.
It's just like people always think, How can a cat and a dog become good mates when always scenes appeared that the dog will start chasing the cat instead. Or maybe the cat gets irriated and started fighting the dog.
Well, it's the mindset of the people, i can't possible do anything.
Yeah, just let it be. As long as i'm happy :)

Yes, Family.
I guess they have being great throughout the whole year.
Quarrels & arguements still occured.
Sometimes, i just wish they will try to understand my needs and give me some personal space.
Aim to be better in 2009 :)

Love life in 2008?
Still hopeless, but i know it will come :)
Talking about that, Buddy & Girlfriend!
Cheerios to both of you! :)
Last through lifetime!!!
I will be waiting to hear the wedding bells from both of you through another few more years. LOL!

Health wise,
not pretty good.
More Vitamins pleaseeeeeeee! or probably protein??

& NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS for 2009...

To be even happier than 2008.
Get good results for examinations & studies.
Car license!!!
Go for holidays during end of year.
Nuture myself with the surroundings.
A better birthday surprises?
Open my own blogshop? or probably with friend? - Sounds fun!
Extended BFFs and Besties relationships till time allows :) - my wonderful instincts!!!
Be more understanding leads to being more mature.
and whatever i can think of in the year of 2009.

Life's being wonderful all this while, and i'm loving mine =)
Thanks to those special people who walked into my life!

Kudos to you!

toodles!

7 more hours till 2009. Enjoy the last 7 hours :)
& what do you wish for this time?
Me? Heh!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! Spring is finally here...

Goodbye sooon!

2008-12-30T11:11:00.005+08:00

Hello to all! :)

yes yes yes, i'm on 2 days MC.
Therefore i will be home today & tomorrow!
Stomach has been giving me problems.
Anyway, the doctor i had seen is rubbish.
He suspected that i'm pregnant but the freaking part is i'm having my PMS since sunday till now. Totally went -_-
Then after awhile suspect it's grastic.
Man, what a doctor. $$%^%&^&#$#@!
Oh well, nevermind.
Doctors are always doctors.
But i still 'like' him cause he gave me two days. LOL!
Ah, enough of nonsense. Heh!

BACKTRACK!!
28th dec 2008.
Band BBQ.
Met up with Eric, Wei Kit, Lynn and PY.
Then bused to ECP.
Reached there like almost 8 plus?
Ah! BFF was faster than i thought.
Eventually, went off a little while to meet up with BFF and find his wifey & kids.
To BFF : I will get my revenge soon!! :)
Luckily i came back with some mac food.
Was trying hard to call Wei Kit and Lynn, but ended up, both nv pick up my call.
It's okay.
So we settled ourself around the pit area and started munching on food. Naturally, the food will just kept coming. Thanks Kenneth, you've being a very good server. LOL!
Although not many alumnis are there. But i do enjoyed myself.
Here's the photos :)

Lynn & me. Sweetiepie :D

Wei kit & me.
My lovely brother! LOL!

Eric & me. LOL! Eric, you need to stretch your eyes already!

Potato aka Leonard & me.

Wei Qin & me :D My fav. senior!!

Keith Chan. He looks very different.

Eddy! The look alike of aik chai. =X
Maybe you should go see FB's photo and you know what i meant.

Heart warming photo :D

I likey!!

So, we left like around 12am.
Lynn's mom fetched us home.
Thank you AUNTIE!
Anyway, 5 of us were squeezing at the back. 5 upon 3 seaters. Wei kit was at the passenger front seat. Lucky him.

I reached home around 12.45am.
And eventually went out at 1 plus again to meet up with Lil' one.
Went spize for supper.
Heh! i know it's fattening.
Chatted while walking.
Till the last stop, we ended up at BM mac.
Slack inside.
Lil' one was way too tired, so i asked her to lie on the seats to sleep.
While i contiune flipping through magazines.
It was 630am went we headed home.
By the time, i had already slept until 1pm.
And was still super tired. You can say i'm a sleep-walking zombie.

Still i went to meet lil' one again, to do some mini shopping.
Hohoho! Currently more in to blogshoppings now.
I like their dressies and tops. It's nicer than those available outside.
But i will still shop in both ways :)
More fun!
Anyway, BFF! Thanks for Calling :)
Enjoy your trip, heh!
See you sooooooon :D

Alrights!
Time to go do some transacations.

Shiuanny & me :)

toodles!

Some lyrics for thoughts.

2008-12-29T23:09:00.004+08:00

Hello there :)
listen as you look through the lyrics.
Recommended from lil' one :)
I'm pretty tired already, shall blogged tml instead!
It's gonna be a long post i guess.

Sometimes...& why?

2008-12-28T14:00:00.009+08:00

Just wondering...

Why do some selfish people always think for themselves and after that pin point others that we ourselves didn't think for them. Why not just put themselves in our shoes and think how do we feel instead?So what if your older? Obviously, you are saying that whatever i spoke is a total piece of crap. And to what i do is always either inmature thoughts or being scarastic.
Please, i had enough of it already..
oh, sometimes, i just wish i can get lost instead...
and 'THANKS' for what you had said.
Come on, it's so unfair!
I'm eighteen, so?
But DO remember, i'm the one tolerating all your nonsenses.

Okay, i'm alright already. It's gone from my mind after some thoughts :D
Sucha wonderful day for BBQ later!
Yes i'm heading there around 7 plus, with Eric and Lynn?
Miss me people! Photos tomorrow :)

toodles!

Ranting online is good for your health =)

2008-12-27T09:45:00.003+08:00

Hello to all! :)

Band BBQ is like in one day time.
Well, guess i will feel kind of werid tomorrow?
Maybe its just not the same like last time [probably because I hardly go back now & of course, not knowing those younger folks, i seems to be sounding so old right here. LOL!] and i'm more familiar with the older generations in Band, as in my past seniors and those 2 years younger than me?
But still looking forward in seeing them tomorrow :)

Oh, freak you stomach! It's giving me some sort of problems. Not really serious, pain is always on and off, and the werid thing is, i go to the toilet more than usual to discharge waste. In fact, i don't eat much too. Why would there be even much waste? Also, my face looks slightly pale today! -.- Ah! I need a doctor soon, probably after the BBQ thingy. I don't want to be given the label - offically sick too early. And with that label, means no party. NO NO NO!

Counting down in 5 days till 2009.
I shall made my greatest wish on the last second of 2008!
Sounds wonderful! :)

And i'm going for a slight change within this week!
Heh! See what stun i'm gonna do this time :)
New looooooooooook! I'm ready!

toodles!

Loving my life :)

2008-12-26T19:54:00.005+08:00

Hello there :)

Let me post the picture of the day!

TA DA~!!!

Heh! BFF's being naughty! Therefore i have to cover up his face instead.
And he's so HIAO today. Kept combing his hair with his new comb.
I thought of getting him a A5 size mirror. ha! we shall see.
So eventually, we all had taken half day leave today.
BFF, his Wifey and me :D

Had lunch at Xin Wang, over at Cineleisure.
Lunch indeed was fullfilling! But the peanut butter toast almost kill me. =p
Bought tickets for Bedtime Story at 3.30pm.
And to more than words to get Bedtime Carebear :) Another new carebear to my collection!
Heh! Next time, you guys will know when i'm sleepy. Of course, hugging bedtime bear. LOL!
Shopped around for awhile, coffee session and then off to movie.
Well, Bedtime stories is not bad. Recommend all to go watch :)
Stayed over at Cine for awhile, trench some thirst with Perrier and home aftermath.
Practically, i enjoyed my day today!
Work tml! & i'm still relatively tired.

Some thoughts came through my mind today. But i totally got no idea. LOL! nevermind.
Anyway, looking forward to 2009. I got the feeling that it's gonna be a good year. Heh! i really hope so!

toodles!

Merry Christmas :)

2008-12-25T17:23:00.017+08:00

Hello there! :)

Wishing everybody,

A MERRY CHRISTMAS & A BLESSED NEW YEAR!

So yesterday was Christmas Eve.

Well, i spent my night over at Brooze(is it spelt this way?)

Heh! Have some sort of count down over there.

The atmosphere for partying was also not that bad :)

But still without fail, i puked, after bottoms up a few cups.

Yes, i know bad for stomach. So eventually BFF banned me from drinking for the next six months.

And therefore, the next time i go, i will only drink coke or maybe just plain water.

Wait, the most important is i felt the care and concern from both BFF and his Wifey!

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BOTH YOUR CONCERN!

I'm super touched! :)

Eventually we stayed till 3 plus?, before we left to have some prata and tea session.

By that time i was feeling better already. heh!

Homed at 4plus and went into deep sleep.

Woke up ard 12 plus today and after awhile continued to sleep AGAIN.

The weather today is too nice to sleep already.

And i received quite a number of wishes from my khakis.

Thanks everyone for your well-wishes and hope you guys enjoy your Christmas!

Alright!

Here comes the most important part.

My Thanksgiving!

Well, i have quite a number of people to thanks.

Seriously, without them in my life, i think i won't be the Eunice you would want to know right now.

First and foremost,

My Family.

Thanks for tolerating my unusual behavior at times, infact, i'm just totally different from other sister or daughter. You know, i had my own thinking and do my own ways all the time. Well, sometimes you all just couldnt get my idea. But still i love you guys deeply in my heart cause you are still my Family afterall...

Next...

Keith Chan.

Thanks for your little sms at times. Encouraging me to strive on.

Although i had not seen you after such a long time, i still do miss you!

Thanks for all the company during my school days.

Hope to see you on the 28th.

And we shall do some catching up :)

Up Next...

Lynn!

Thanks girl, for every single thing.

You bought much joy and laughter to me.

Although we dont always meet up, but i hope you are doing well, my girl :)

Blessed year ahead, and whatever you had decided on, you will have my support ;)

See you on the 28th!

Next on the list... ...

Lil' one, Ting Shiuan.

Dearest Lil' one!

Thanks for everything.

The short meet ups and chit chat sessions.

It's just allows me to relax and chill out after a long day work!

Seeing you, just reminds me of my younger days.

Sometimes, i just feel great to actually have you as my sister.

Thanks & Thank you! LOVES!

And next will be...

Besties.

Thank you Besties for every single little thing.

The outings and the fun we all had together.

I really did enjoyed myself.

It's been almost a year since the day where the three all of us had bond together as a formal clique :)

Hope that our friendship will last for lifetime!

& Promised that we will celebrate each other's Birthday yearly!

Let see each one of us getting older and mature each year!

I be glad to post up the long journeys that we all had gone through! Be it good or bad!

Thank you Besties!

I love you guys many many!

Any problems that you need help with, i'm just a phone call away.

Hugs Buddy & Girlfriend! LOVES.

Ah huh! And well of course, the most important person!

My Bestest and Nicest BFF!

I know you already gotten my HIAO-NESS! Heh!
A new photo instead! i likey :D
Anyway,
I wanna THANK YOU all over again!
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.
Well, i'm just so lucky to found this special friend of mine.
To me, you are really a very nice guy who i had came across so far.
infact, you had seen almost every side of me.
And i appreciate everything that you had done for me!
I'm giving you my trust!
So, I believe that our BFF relationship will be lifetime. " Always in my heart" LOL!
Like what i always say, we gonna save up lots of energy. Heh!
A promised to be kept by us. Remember! :)
Blessed year for us ahead!
Many many thanks! and it never ends ;)
Carebear Hugs to BFF!
And yes! BFF's Wifey!
Thanks alot, for your care and concern! especially yesterday :D
You are just like my sister! Hugs to you too!
yes. I'm finally done here.
6 days till 2009.
I wished that whatever i wish for will come true!
And my reflections/overview for 2008 will be up next!
Stay tunes!
This post is type with love!

toodles!

Christmas Eve! :D

2008-12-24T08:46:00.005+08:00

Hello to all!

Well, about yesterday, if you wanna know in details of what happen you can come and ask me =)
I'm relatively lazy to blog today, cause i guess i will leave it for my overviews of 2008 instead. There will be longer postings for the next few days. And 2008 is ending in like in 7 days? Really fast. heh!

Anyway, an early wishes to all!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
May the Good GOD Bless you :)
With love.
Blessed Versus from the Bible.

Matthew 5
The Beatitudes
1Now when he saw the crowds, he went up on a mountainside and sat down. His disciples came to him, 2and he began to teach them saying:
3"Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
4Blessed are those who mourn,
for they will be comforted.
5Blessed are the meek,
for they will inherit the earth.
6Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they will be filled.
7Blessed are the merciful,
for they will be shown mercy.
8Blessed are the pure in heart,
for they will see God.
9Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they will be called sons of God.
10Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
11"Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. 12Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

Okay, the pictures, i consider it, the process in preparing for the surprises =)
and i didnt get to take a picture of BFF emo-ing!!! LOL. But i got evidence! Wanna see, come find me!

Little Cross stitch, sharebear.

The overall :D

Half way...

That's the Birthday 'boy' =X

Still a long way to go...

Add ons ...

From BFF =D heh! want to see the overall? Nah! Only for him to see. LOL!

Next, bake, bake, bake. Super rich in chocolate.

And the overall of the cake =)

Heh! Okay, time to go through my overviews in 2008.

It's time to reminisce. & I might be in tears, thinking of the those wonderful times.

I know it's coming already!

toodles!

The 23th of December =)

2008-12-23T07:40:00.007+08:00

THIS POST IS SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO MY BESTEST BFF :)

Dearest BFF,

Before i start off with this posting,
i'm gonna 'sing' you a song.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BFF,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Heh! Just imagine me singing alright :D

Well, simply...
Hope you enjoy your day and may all your wishes come true.
Really wanna Thank You alot.
For being the NICEST BFF ever.
Although we may know each other for only like 5 months plus plus, but, it's as if i have known you for many years.

And seriously, i'm surprised about the part where we had much similarities! So coolio!
12 years is just a digit, and i really din mind at all.
So therefore i really never regretted about knowing you and make you as my Bestest BFF.
To people, they may think the other way round, but what's more important is what i think about :)
Thank you for every single moments.

I love the times where we always enjoyed ourselves, whether Chilling out, chit chatting, crapping, talking nonsensical stuffs, those wonderful laughters, i will remember it deeply in my heart. And no matter what, nobody is able to replace you! [Always in my heart, Heh!]

I now can tell the whole world, that i have found the special friend.
And he's none other than ADRIAN!

So on this special day of yours,
I send my blessings upon you.
May the good god bless you!

Our BFF relationship is gonna last very very long, you got to have enough energy for it alright? Promised?

And so... ... ...

once again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, BFF!

Enjoy your day!
This post is written with love :D Be honoured!

Toodles!

Let the party begin!!!

2008-12-22T10:46:00.005+08:00

Hello to all!

Right now, i have many many things to say.
But guess i can only do it the day after tomorrow.
Although i think, i still can tahan abit more before i get to write every single thoughts i had for the year of 2008.
Let me list what i'm gonna write about for the next few days.

-Reflections/Overview for 2008
-New Year Resolutions
-Thanksgiving
-Birthday Postings
-Christmas Day

well, these are the five main important things that i'm gonna post up and i supposed my post will be super long!
Okay okay, i guess i better stop doodling on this posting before i spill out the beans. Seeing the keyboard makes me wanna type out everything already. I can't contain the excitement within me already! And my heart is beating super fast!!!!!

before i forgotten,
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, RUTH TAN XIAO HUI!!!!!!

toodles! =D

Nearing! =D

2008-12-21T20:51:00.002+08:00

And 2 days till someone's special day.

& 4 days till Christmas!

Gonna do my thanksgiving and overview for this year soon.

Man, i am seriously tired today!
Time to rest!

toodles! =D

Right here, right now..

2008-12-20T12:17:00.005+08:00

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference.
The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference.
And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.

The sage said, "The best thing is not to hate anyone, only to love. That is the only way out of it. As soon as you have forgiven those whom you hate, you have gotten rid of them. Then you have no reason to hate them; you just forget.

Hatred ever kills, love never dies. Such is the vast difference between the two. What is obtained by love is retained for all time. What is obtained by hatred proves a burden in reality for it increases hatred.

Without something to hate, we should lose the very spring of thought and action.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Some quotes to freshen up my day!
and seriously i'll take it that everyone speaks no sense when they're drunk. oh crap.

BFF's alright after a good night rest or should i say late morning sleeps. =D yup yup yup. So am i. heh!

okay okay, i'm outta here!

Gonna go out soon cause i had something to get done later. and it's super important =D

toodles.

Principles of Marketing :D

2008-12-19T09:52:00.006+08:00

Hello to all!

Well, Let me talk about yesterday's Marketing Lesson.
Had dinner before lesson.

Reached school, and after we stepped into the lecture room,
first thing first, we took a quick glance at the lecturer.
The first thought came to my mind was, Oh! Looks like an ang moh to me!
Right after i settled down, the next thought was, he reminds me of Mozart. That musician. LOL!
Guess because of his hair?
And then, we started giving him nick names, example like Picaso. Totally hilarious =D

Lesson started, eventually he wanted us to intro ourselves before he does.
Luckily he didn't remembered my name, as Moon and Hong Wei were way too "LUCKY" He kept repeating their names over and over again. Can go buy 4D already. LOL!
Therefore, after that he did his intro. Supposingly, we already knew his name before we even stepped into the class cause of the LCD screen stating where our class will be. Dylon Chan was what his name.

Instead, he told us about his Dialect Name. CHAN AH HAI. LOL! The way he pronounces his dialect name is even funnier. He continues by saying, "you can either call me Dylon or Chan Ah Hai." LOL! What a interesting lecturer he is. He even said that his parents will probably name his sisters, CHAN AH HUI, CHAN AH LIAN. Oh man! What a wonderful fabulous names. But still i love my name! Xiuli xiuli Xiuli xiuli Xiuli xiuli Xiuli xiuli ***

Lessons Proceeded.
And he made the lesson relatively interesting :D
Flooded us with what is marketing all about.
4Ps and 4 Cs.. yes yes yes.

Oh ya, he told us about a student who also studies in PSB academy. She's about 17 or 18 year old. Yes, just like me. One day came up to him and asked, "Is your hair fake? And can i touched it?" Finally till the last lesson, he allowed her to touch the side and she went screaming, IT'S REAL HAIR. LOL. Definately we do have weridos around. Duh!

Okay, short and sweet post.

Party tonight!

toodles! :D

Christmas Memories =)

2008-12-18T11:11:00.004+08:00

Religious symbolism of The Twelve Days of Christmas (The 12 Days of Christmas)

1 True Love refers to God
2 Turtle Doves refers to the Old and New Testaments
3 French Hens refers to Faith, Hope and Charity, the Theological Virtues
4 Calling Birds refers to the Four Gospels and/or the Four Evangelists
5 Golden Rings refers to the first Five Books of the Old Testament, the "Pentateuch", which gives the history of man's fall from grace.
6 Geese A-laying refers to the six days of creation
7 Swans A-swimming refers to the seven gifts of the Holy Spirit, the seven sacraments
8 Maids A-milking refers to the eight beatitudes
9 Ladies Dancing refers to the nine Fruits of the Holy Spirit
10 Lords A-leaping refers to the ten commandments
11 Pipers Piping refers to the eleven faithful apostles
12 Drummers Drumming refers to the twelve points of doctrine in the Apostle's Creed

Hello there!

Counting down in eight days, And Christmas will be here.

So have you guys thought where to party? or go rock & roll?

Me?

Nope, haven thought about it yet.

Probably bake a cake, make brownies and cookies and enjoy a day chilling out at home with Christmas Carol playing through my lappy, watching shows on tv, programme after programmes.

Think that sounds kind of a lazy Christmas. LOL. Sudden reminder of Eeyore too :D

But i'm gonna make it more rock and roll, and party around the house.

And my house is still hanging all the Previous Chinese New years Decor. >.<

Hopefully, upon the new apartment in 3 years time, i can do whatever to the new house.

With my creativity, & of course designer wannabes. For every festive season, and so gonna invite people to my house!!!

Okay, Christmas, CHRISTMAS, christmas!

How about scare the hell out of my dog and dress her up instead. Yes, that's sounds crazy !! Definately.

Well, i still remembered what i did for last year, i cooked a 10 dishes feast? It was super full. And i think there wasn't left overs? Probably now my cooking has detoriated cause i haven been cooking or baking recently. Way too busy. Ah, by hope, everything will go through smoothly. I pray and i pray even harder. Blessed week ahead!

Hmm. let me see. What's up for the next few weeks.

...

... ...

... ... ...,

Oh yeah! Band BBQ on the 28Dec08.

A sunday of course, and probably not gonna missed it. Due to full time working, i didnt have time to go pay a visit to all my juniors.

So, definately i will go for this one. And of course overnighting which means gonna take leave.

Although i know i had no more leave, but for those sweetie pies, it's worthwhile =)

I really misssssssssssssssssss them alot.

Can't wait to see them soon. and of course to all those whom i really dearly missed whether the juniors or alumnis. I'm so gonna see you there :D

There, something to read, see and think.

Click to enlarge.

And i definately like the part which Fred was saying lastly.

~It's always nice to get away to some place quiet, gives you time to think. ~

Done for today ;)

Advanced Christmas Greetings!

toodles!

Viral Infections.

2008-12-17T10:06:00.002+08:00

Hello there :)

Kudos to me for getting sick.
It's being a long time since i have gotten sick.
Yes, the common stuffs, Flu, fever & cough.
This is the third day and i had not totally recover yet.
Maybe due to weaker immune system.
Irriating flu and lousy sore throat.
Hope you had a great sucide from me soon.
Gonna kill you with tablets, and menthol Lozenge!
Plus lots and lots of water!
Tsunami is gonna crush you, lil' viruses!
I so will survive! {& there goes playing - I will survive] Lets see who has the last grin on the face.
LOL, okay, enough of crap.

Let me talk about school.

Heh! Practically, it was pretty interesting.
With this current relatively funny lecturer, think lectures gonna be fun!
By the way,
Her name is Hanoi.
Heh! Familiar? Yes, the city state of Vietnam or something.
She was practically joking about her name too.
We can also call her Ha ha something like that.
All of us went like O.0 ..
Seriously, she trying to make lecture more interesting.
Pretty good for a start :D

Continues till some point of the time...
We were discussing about what's Human Resource management were all about.
And i was like kind of fighting with my flu.
Till one point , she asked a question, what is your expectation of a HR, as in personality wise.
First thing first came to my mind, was cheerful! & then BFF pops on to my mind. LOL, the expectations should be like him. Yes yes yes, i agreed. heh!

Surprisingly, with the tap water running in my nose, i was still able to concentrate on the lecture.
Pretty condusive too!
In fact, i could still remembered partly what was taught yesterday.
The challenges HRM faces, and many many more!
Think lessons will be goood for the next few weeks?
i hope so.

Ah! Very bad, i'm starting to sneeze again. Not good, not good!
And i cannot think properly today.
Plus, i'm talking more and more like sylvester the cat. O.o

toodles to you.
I'm stopping here already.

Ciaos.

"Don't be afraid; just believe."

2008-12-15T11:22:00.004+08:00

Hello :)

Let me start with a picture to improvise in Today's posting.

Heh! I've got a cj7's head over me. Laugh all you want :)
But i think it's rather cute.
Yes yes, some random shots during the weekends.
Hmm. Weekends was pretty enjoyable except that i needed more rest!

Think i'm gonna be real sick soon. I can feel my throat soring and my nose is starting to itch and the non-stop coughing. Uh! a huge sickness before the year of 2009. How great can that be?

Okay back on track.
As i was saying, work on saturday.
VERY GRUMPY!
Probably because i wanted my sleeeeeep!
& i drank the left over 1/3 of 7up in the morning.
Therefore mentally was awaken[Sugar level too high] , while my physical self was super shagged.

To me, 30minute was like an hour. That was how slow time was. Incredibly draggy.
After a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong wait, finally i saw 12pm! Off from work! And went lunch with BFF and his WIFEY :D
Settled at Cine's hong kong cafe, which i kind of forgotten what was the name.
Had a fullfuilling lunch, but my food wasn't that great though, Fish was slighty salted and so was the rice. BUT the cheese was nice!
Out of 10, i probably will rate at 5.8. More for improvement. Not the best though.
I guess their amount of salt they applied on the fish was free. LOL. Nevermind.
Oh ya! Almost forgotten!
TA DA~~!!!

That's my BFF's Wifey. Pretty hor? okay, ignore my fugly face please.

NEXT!

So before heading home, BFF asked me to hug his WIFEY cause he wanted to see her reaction.
LOL, eventually, of course Eunice did it :D HAPPY WITH IT BFF?
Homed aftermath!

Rested for like 4 hours.

And back to town again.
Mommy wanted to shop. & i bought quite a number of stuffs too.
Grumpy carebear was one of them.
BUT, he looks cute with the sad face. aha!
Reached hommmey at 10pm.
TIRED .... but was asked to go out for supper an hour later.
Yes, Big Brother! Totally stunned me for a moment.
Slept @ 1pm that night.

Sunday, woke up almost at around 12pm.
With a few intervals in between. Let me see, 630am, 9am and 10.45am.
Yes, those were the timing when i peeked at the clock. But still been able to sleep back due to the nice icey cold weather :)

After waking up, did some washed up and i headed off to the salon for my wonderful hair treatment! The hairdresser said if i want to get rid of my redness & damaged hair i had to do a dye treatment. meaning, dye a darker colour tone which won't last long but it's rather good for my hair. So prolly, after the other treatment in JAN, my hair colour will be chocolate brown! oh yeah, oh yeah, and then i can proceed on with my milky cocoa brown :)
Man, i can't wait for my hair to shine once again.
It's was around 230pm upon reaching home.
Slept through and went out again.

Chinatown was my first destination,
went to look for beaded stuffs,
to do my handmade bracelets.
Well, i found one shop selling those beady stuffs.
But i haven come up with what i'm gonna do. Oh nevermind. i shall think think think.
Next destination was Orchard.

Ha! Yes. AGAIN. Seems like i'm stucked in orchard for this weekend.
And of course, photoshoots with BFF & his WIFEY.
Walked like half of Orchard, snapping away.
This year's decorations wasn't as good as the past year.
Okay, let me think... ...
Ah huh!

BFF did stuns right in the middle of the road.
Eventually when after he crossed back to where I and his wifey were. We two immediately walked away. LOL.
And of course, to act as if we don't know him =P
Seriously, quite a number were looking at him. So were the drivers in their car.
They must be thinking, what in the world is he doing :O
but true enough, soon i will be like him! ... ... ... Okay, no comments!

Later on, we were at TANGS.
I was trying hard to compose a shoot by shooting right up against a pillar.
And there came along a guy in a red Tee, laughing and giggling at me.
Thanks hor.
When we were quite far away, looked back and saw him doing the same thing as what i did. o.0
Hey, that's copyrighted okay. Eventually, we laughed at him. Oh well, nevermind. It's almost nearing to Christmas, a season to give. BUT, if i ever sees him again, i'm gonna laughed hard at him.

LUKE 1:37For nothing is impossible with God.
Yes yes, I believe in that.

Went for a drink and homed later.
Slept @ 12am.
Seriously restless, until i didn't want to wake up this morning.

Here, another picture to brighten the day.

3 panda eating ice-cream on a tree top. heh!

Alright! I'm done.

Toodles!

Thoughts for the day :)

when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around and that's a reason to celebrate.

Sunshine over the Storm =)

2008-12-12T09:06:00.007+08:00

Goooooooooooody Gooooooooooooood day!

Hello all! =D

Well, it's sunshine over the thunderstorm.

Now the feeling was different from before.

Total relieved, no stress, no worries, no pain.

Cause i decided to write it out on a piece of paper which was meant for BFF to read.

As i wrote out word by word, i began to get better and better. And tears of joy just naturally comes :D

It's been a long time since i cry because of being happy!

Just so wonderful. & i know i can put my trust on BFF!

Thanks BFF ;) for being there. Although you couldnt help much, but with the company of yours, truely appreciates. i know i'm not alone =))) Heh!

And i thank god! He had answered my prayers and that's when i know where i can find my peace. All along it was with me.

Alright, so i took my time writing and it was 10pm when i wrote the last word on the letter.

Yes! So i was online yesterday night.

Haha! It was so happening yesterday :D cause i got live models on MSN! L I V E ok!

And of course, BFF and his wifey tried on their Tees which i had gotten them the day before.

It perfectly fitted the both of them! Luckily, cause on the day i bought, i was very worried on the sizes. Eventually, i kept asking my brother to be my model. LOL! i kept placing the Tees on him. Over and over again. Oh ya! BFF, next friday muz wear alright!

Hmm. so i was saying, they were wearing the tees, i bought. Look really great on them.

And after awhile, i dont know how it turns out to be a stuff toy show?

I was bringing out everything right from my bed.

So does BFF, his wifey and daughter. LOL. Bring out all kinds of stuff toy. If i remembered correctly, i think i saw POOH BEAR & EEYORE.

haah! Those were the cute people in my list :) and top in my list too.

Fastforward!

This morning, i was grumpy to wake up due to watching late night show. AGAIN. But nevertheless, i dragged myself out of bed.

Off to work & when i reached work place, BFF had also just reached too. He's wearing something which totally caught my eyes. PINK!

LOL, and i had the urge to jump up to him. So eventually, upon settling down in the office, i received another two gifts from him. A laugh alot bear and a PINK bag :D

Thank you BFF & his WIFEY! I likey! really really =))

Let me show you the daarling carebears. I got pictures for it. Heh!

TA DAAAAAA~!!!

Notice something PINK. Yeah, BFF is hiding, cause he knows i'm snapping away.

The little daarlings and eeyore :)

heh! Gonna have my very own carebear collection.

Picture of the day! LOL. this pig has suffered. But it's all over. Yes, looking ahead for the future =)))

being happy every single day. YES, my Forte is back!

Almost forgot!

Yesterday was Lil' one 's Birthday.

HAPPY 15th Birthday to you. Belated too.

Sorry, totally forgot, but hope you don't mind.

Study hard next year, cause it will be your N levels and SYF 2009 next year too.

Remember to always believe that you can do it! i trust that you wont let me down.

Heh! and for your presents.. Hmm. Lets see when you are free to meet me up.

it's been almost 3 years that i already known you. I seen you grow through all this 3 years. Getting tougher and prettier and cuter! You totally resemble my past. So like me. haha, people even said we looked alike? Heh, i'm lucky to have a lil' sis like you.

Thanks for everything!

If you need a helping hand, i will be willing to lend it to you.

And to protect you whenever i can :))

GOD BLESS!

I'm done! Happy ending!

toodles!

today's music. enjoy :)

Through The Rain.mp3 - Mariah Carey

Ah! Not good!

2008-12-11T09:54:00.005+08:00

Take me to Tokyo Please :D [Heh! what a cute picture]

Hello there.

Well well well, So what's for today?

It seems that i'm not very ME today.
I kept having the UNEASY feeling. Which is like totally no good.
NOT VERY GOOD.
Am i troubled by my own surroundings, or was it the other way round.
I know that this feeling has been on & off. No explanations though.
Probably the emotional side had been trying to conquer me.
And it just bothers me way deeply.

Music in my ears had been blasting for the past two days, whether on ipod or laptop.
Eventually tried many different ways to get rid of this lousy feeling. But still naturally, it comes to haunt me back after a few days.
Hoping to go somewhere, all alone, where peace and quietness can be found, enjoying every moments, with no worries from reality. Be it morning, afternoon, or night.
Oh man, how i wish, i can kept this peace deep within my heart.
although it tends to always disappear at some important point of time.
Trying hard to be happy, but i felt so fake. Ah!
Want to cry but also feel funny.
Probably karma is falling upon me soon.
You know, the cause and effect thing.
Which i don't believe in at all.
Ha, me and my nonsense again.
Shan't think much about it already, cause i guess really no point.
Maybe, i should just start on my bible reading again =D
Come and haunt me more!!
i'm waiting for you, FEELINGS.
Enough of it. off topic. I'm gonna survive through this.

Backtrack, till yesterday.
Went shopping after work.
First stop at PS was Outpost Toy shop.
Bought my Low Kay Hwa's Novel - Destiny Cries !
I just can't stop reading and it's very addictive for me.
They are just like my drugs =)
And just wonder, how could this author write out such nice novels where it always brings me almost to tears.

Sooooo, on level 7 of PS, they opened quite a few new 'Toy Shop'
I saw the Love-alot carebear in the size of 16' @ one of the shop.
Wanted to buy it, but i hold myself back.
Quickly left and went around PS.
THREE TIMES!! B1, Level 1, 2, 3, repeated and repeated till my brother came.

Met outside Design T-shirts Store Graniph shop.
The Design was way unique from what i had seen on the web. Impressive too.
I was scratching my head what to get for BFF and his Wifey. Luckily, my brother was there to help. Hopefully the sizes really can fit them.

And also hope they like it tooo :D

Eventually, i bought myself a Tee too. I likey =))))
Homed aftermath, and my new slip ons bite my toe like crazy. Yeah, Blisters are coming to find me. Hey i got a new friend! LOL

hmmm...
Wondering where to spend my Chirstmas this time round. Headache >.<

That's all for today.

toodles!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo~

At the beginning...

2008-12-10T14:32:00.007+08:00

Hello there!

It's 2 hours, 25mins & 58 seconds more till knocking off time.
Well, i'm currently not feeling very great.
& Why?
1. Sleepy mood [always]
2. Stomach having a war, and seems to be producing more acid jucies [ just only, cause BFF asked me to eat, as not to disappoint him & make him worry :) , ended up over-shot with what i usually had.]
3. bored .
4. Nobody to talk to. [ i only have carebears to talk to now. Heh!]
5. Still bored.

Seriously in need of breaks, and i will only do it on next friday! yes! I'm waiting... ... ... !
School reopens next week too.
Principles of Human Resource on Tuesday & Principle on marketing on Thursday.
Wonder what interesting things i'm gonna learn on these module. Although i dont have the urge to study right now. Oh man, just give me some motivator. But who will be kind to do so?

And, my friend just came to pester me about the gathering with the usual group[Wei Li & Gang]. Yes, i know, meet ups. But give me a break uh, i have too many things to do first.

Let me list out.

1. Christmas Celebrations.
2.Birthday celebrations.
3. lunch meet up [Clique]
4. The gathering [people ranting to me just now]
5. Shopping for gifts [Haven decide what to buy]
6. Sentosa trip [processing provided with good weather]
7. Preparing for new semester [school]
8. Changing of wardore & spring cleaning to my room [Have been trying hard to do so, but no time, still in messy state]
9. Dog grooming. /new dog? =/
10. Buy books! [almost forgotten]

And many many more which i currently had forgotten about some of it.
Ah! i need time. So bare with me okay.
Dates, times will be given as soon as possible when i decided on when it will be.
Hopefully, i wont be missing anything out.

Sixteen days till Chirstmas * twenty two days till year 2009!

5 months & 34 days till my 19th birthday. Ha! And it happens to fall on a FRIDAY :)
Wonderful, fabulous, maverlous!
talking about birthday, I think i remembered someone saying that he's gonna celebrate my 21st birthday, three years down the road. Which means that includes 19th & 20th birthday. Yeah, meant to be a promise and i hope he keeps this promise =) although, i didnt told him that it's a promise he's suppose to fullfill 3 years down the road. Maybe i should extend even longer! Heh, why not? My best friend you know.

Alright! Done with my posting. Hope i never miss out anything!

toodles!

Let me share something, happen to came across this:

"If we don't offer ourselves to the unknown, our senses dull. Our world becomes small and we lose our sense of wonder. Our eyes don't lift to the horizon; our ears don't hear the sounds around us. The edge is off our experience, and we pass our days in a routine that is both comfortable and limiting."

-Kent Nerburn

Last Christmas. & seveteen days.

2008-12-09T11:23:00.003+08:00

Helloo all!

It's Haji yesterday!
People should be enjoying lying on the bed and sleeping due to the nice and cosy weather.
It's totally perfect to just lie on the bed and not doing anything.

Well, it was different case for me.
The first thing yesterday, i did was go jogging.
Yes yes, you muz be thinking, oh my crazy girl.
but at least i don't go alone.
It's BFF who asked me to go.
A good start to get back my stamina and keeping fit at the same time.
So wake up like almost 645am.
And dilly dally to wash up and packed everything.
Heh! i know i was slightly late. Gomenasai BFF!

Reached east coast and changed into my running shoes.
Simply, the cooling weather is also great for jogging.
The breeze hiting softly against your face, fresh air and everything you can think of.

Okay forward.
So we jogged until the lagoon.
LOL, i guess i jogged too fast causing more acid juice to be store in my stomach.
The feeling was unbearable. So i puke out the excess acid.
And it's totally unglam i tell you. Ah! >.<

Nevermind about that. Eventually we walked back to MAC. T
he distance we ran was further than we thought.
Seriously was alittle surprised by the distance.
Area C to almost area E?
Ha, we must be crazy.
Clean up and had some light breakfast.
Home aftermath. I was abit sleepy.
So happily, i on my laptop and lie right down on my brother's bed.
Heh, i didn't notice what's happening on my laptop.
Cause was enjoying the cooling atmosphere.
Totally can fall alseep with just a finger click.
But soon, i heard a nudge from MSN.
Din't want to take a look my laptop at first, but ended up with no choices.
So i lazily dragged myself up. yeah sounded very drama. Oh wells.
And of course, BFF was inviting people over to his house for lunch.
Extended invitation somemore.
Therefore i had to go.
Reached there like around 130pm or so.
Had steamboat for lunch and sort of rot there alittle.
Played with the kids. They were super cute!
Watched movie and left around 6pm.
Thanks for the invite, did enjoyed myself though :)
That's how my holiday was spent.
Talking about holiday, Christmas is getting nearer and nearer.
And i have not started in search of gifts.
Oh man, Gonna do it real soon!
Cause i had like 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 or even more gifts to prepare.
Hope this Christmas day will be rather special for me.
Where Joy, peace, love, faith and harmony signifies this christmas.
Ah! i can't wait for all the Christmas carolling.

Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way!

Let It Snow, Let It Snow, Let It Snow (Live) - Michael Buble
enjoy!

Stay Tuned!

2008-12-08T21:58:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling Tired! Shall blog tomorrow instead.
:D

Enjoy this cute little video :D I'm sure everyone had sure seen it before :)

I believe in what i Trust: part two :)

2008-12-07T22:20:00.007+08:00

Hello World!

Hello all! =)

So how has your weekends been?

Mine definately was great!! Although at some point of the time, i was moooody without any reasons. Hakuna matata!

Let me share.

Worked in the morning. 8- 12pm.

BFF came to pick me and fishing master up. Headed to changi Village for lunch.

After that fishing master bought some stuffs for fishing.

Next destination was pasir ris, i forgotten what the place was. Nevermind.

Started fishing, and i sat there peaceful watching the two of them fishing.

Wasn't that bad watching people fishing, while i tried to release some moodiness.

Soon, not long after, Fishing master caught his first fish. wait, i got evidence.

Ta da~ He's super happy i tell you. & he caught it with his new rod. Shiok huh the feeling.

Hours and hours later, still no sign of any movement. But soon, BFF started doing MAGIC!

Out goes the fishing line and there goes the flying chicken liver parting from the hook. Magic, i tell you, he did it like 8 times. You very CUTE la!

& the rain was on and off.

Stayed there till 630pm.

And Bishan aftermath.

Dropped fishing master there & then pick up Bestie + her bf over at their block.

Went town for dinner at LJS.

I wasn't that really hungry. So i gave the leftovers to BFF.

Chatted for a while and then to Ben & Jerry's chunk feast festival.

Of course there's sure alot of people.
Mainly the queue for the free ice-cream was way loooooooooooooooooooooooooong!

Didnt queue up though, but at least felt the atmosphere there for awhile. Humid was one thing.

Decided to leave and went over to clark quay for a drink.

I was very moooooooooooooooooody by then.

Stopped at one of the pub.

And i didnt know what to order.

So the cute and nicest BFF kindly order for me a snowball. Very light in alcohol content :)

By then i was trying to relieve over towards the river side.

10pm!

Bestie had to go home already. So we bided goodbye.
*Hope you enjoy your day out =)* Meet up soooooooon!

BFF and i went over to the riverside. All along, he knew i wasn't in a very good mood.

He asked me why, but i really din know why :(

Well, i just dont like to be mooooody! RaWrrrrrrr!

Then he suggested to go to barrage.

Agreed and headed there.

For that night, there was quite a number of people over at the barrage.

We found a spot nearer to the sea.

Started chatting like no one's business.

And i was slightly happy after awhile.

The sea and night sky just totally works on me!

plus the company of BFF.

It's totally comfortable =)

Once again,

THANK YOU BFF!

Whenever i need someone, you will always be there.

listening to my rants, my nonsensical talkings and trying to make me feel better.

Well, i just felt very comfortable to tell you everything, be it happy, sad or disappointments.

Thank you! thank you! thank you!! :)

It's 11:22pm.

Time for a rest! Cheer bear i'm coming!!!

Pictures of the day .

Girlfriend :)

& BFFs :D

Just Getting Started - ÔÉù´óµú
Click to play ;) meant for you.

I believe in what i trust =)

2008-12-06T08:12:00.002+08:00

Hello World!

Yesterday had dinner with Lil' one. Heh! Her treat you know.
But then i couldn't finish my dinner. AGAIN. It's the month of Dec and i guess my stomach is shrinking badly. Just a bowl of ramen and i only manage to finish almost 2/4. Yeah, Note it "ALMOST 2/4" Well, but i'm fine with it.

Lil' one said i used to be slightly fatter. Ya, LAUGHED! She was showing me the way i grew in size. Super funny la. And right now, she told me i'm slightly skinnier. O.o Hmm.. Did i really get skinny? People tell me please. =X

Okay, as we were about to get to our destination [far east], all the way from Plaza Sing. It started to drizzle. And then started pouring!
We were still happily walking and running along the streets of orchard.
Well, not really drenched. Just that my hair was soaked in rain water .
Shopped around. Well, didnt see anything that i really like.
Bought water to trench my thirst &
homed aftermath.

I couldn't sleep until 1am. Been turning and tossing from 11pm. Probably because of the tea i drank. Well, it's over, luckily no bad headaches. Pheww...

Alright, Fishing later and Ben&Jerry!!

Toodles!

Thank God it's Friday!

2008-12-05T14:04:00.002+08:00

Hello there!

It's finally Friday and i guess some of you must be thinking what to do over the weekends already.
As for me, i had an appointment in the evening with my Lil' one on this wonderful Friday.
Heh! Ya, of course i'm sober after 11 hours of sleep from yesterday till this morning.
I still did remembered that this morning, the waking up time was seriously slow. My clock showed 6.21am. I was hoping for another 10 mins nap. so by the time it would be 6.31am. After a long wait, [it's like as if 20mins had passed] turned to my clock and the time was only like 6.28am. LOL. Was very sure that my clock was still alright. Oh well, probably excited? But what for? Nevermind. Next!

Work was alright today. I cleared my desk today. It's slightly clearer and more spacious.
Of course with the two cuties around at the desk today. Love-a-lot Bear & Share bear :D I'm gonna stock in more carebear soon :)
With them around, the days will be brighter and brighten. And of course BFF too!

Alright back to my schedule.
So what's up for tomorrow?
Hmm.. yeah, 5ns '07 BBQ gathering.
Wonder who's gonna be there, and Matthew still has not get back to me yet. Heh, if he doesn't get back to me by tonight, i'm not gonna go already!!!
Which means Probably go meet up with Bestie and Go find the fishing People, that includes BFF and Fishing master.

Oh ya, and there's a Ben and Jerry first ice-cream festival. And i'm confirmed going for sure. Not gonna miss out such a good opportunity for wonderful and heavenly ice-cream!!! yeah yeah, alright.

And sunday, thought of packing up my super messy room. Always messy after exams. It's in a super bad condition. which i dont like totally. Ah disorganize! I need to transform my room soon. But how?

Then Coming Monday! Holis! Which means resting day. But if any kind souls would want to ask me out, i will be glad to do so. Ha! Don't note my words. i'm just kidding. but if you do please, tell me before hand! and seriously don't note my words.

2 and a half hours till knock off, hmm.. what am i gonna dooooooooo?
it's super boring right now, and i just felt like rotting already.

That's all for today!

Happy Weekends!

Toodles!

All those gibberish =)

2008-12-04T09:53:00.004+08:00

Hello World (:

I'm still feeling crabby from not getting enough sleep.
Heh! Like always, staying up till at least 1130pm almost every single day.
Ah! i need a break! But nobody wants to go anywhere.

Oh man, just wonder how people, who doesnt take breaks once in a while survive?
Alright, enough of my gibberish.

Hmm.. The weather's beautiful today! But didn't want to lock myself up in the office, so i had decided to take a half day leave.

Seriously, i don't know what to write already. Guess have to wait for PART 2 tonight. I'm sure there's more things to elaborate in the night.

Toodles!

PART 2 .. Coming up ... ...

edited @ 9:24pm

3 hours of sleep after i reached home just now.
Heh! All i wanted to do was to sleep, cause i had some alcoholic drinks before that.
Still not feeling rather good.

okay, so what did i do during my half day leave?
Of course i wasn't alone. BFF took half day too.
So we decided to go Vivo for lunch.
Ended up with pasta mania.
Super full and satisfied.
Then after lunch, we had some nonsensical talk.
Seriously, i think shouldn't post it up here, cause you all surely cannot tahan me.
Even i myself, couldn't take it. Heh! Laughed until stomach pain.
So only BFF & I would know about it. right?

After that went movie-ing. Bought two carebears before that. Love alot bear and share bear!
We watched BOLTS.
A nice show indeed. Should go watch, it's one cartoon show you shouldn't missed.
So till some emotional parts in the show, i saw someone's soft side.
Heh! You can't hide from me cause i'm one emo person too. Haha, don't be shy alright.
We have the same similarities :)
I'm so glad to have somebody who share the almost same similarities as me.
It's something that i'm rather happy about it.
Cause normally you won't come by this kind of thing and it's rather hard to find someone alike.

Show lasted one and a half hours.
Our next destination was sentosa.
Though it was drizzling, but will at least, it's still an enjoyable day to go to sentosa.
Should go try out.
Eventually we slacked at one of the pubs.
And that's where i have my alcoholic drink. Didn't finish though, as i ordered long island tea. High in acoholic content.
Started to become as if i'm on medication. All i could think of was to sleep.
Soon BFF sent me home.
He was kind of worried, but i'm okay. Don't be sorry for it.
It's not your fault afterall.
Thanks for trying to make me feel better. It helps alot :)

And that's how my 3 hours of sleep started. Fall right on bed after that.
BFF called me and i didn't know what was i even talking.
Oh nevermind!

That's how my half day was spent.
More to come next time. LOL.
Alright!

Have an early night people.

Toodles!

The colours of life.

2008-12-03T10:33:00.006+08:00

Color is an important part of human expression.
Well, not very exact. To me, it's more important of who you are and how you express yourself.

Hello World (:

A beautiful morning to start for the day.
At least it was way better than yesterday.
And letting out of every single thing was the right choice, leading to a perfect ending to not a rather perfect day which ends with a smile :)

Let me tell you what happened.

Morning,
You all should know what i blogged about on the 1st of Dec 2008. { go read if you haven]
As i was blogging, i was trying my best to maintain myself of being in the i'm okay state.
But right after the last word on my post, i totally couldnt stand it anymore. So to prevent people from seeing my tears, i went all the way the toilet and stay there for abut 15 minutes.
Came out and check the state of my face on the mirror twice! or even thrice.
But eventually, someone found out. Ha! My BFF, obviously. Couldnt' hide from him, and i almost totally break down again, and seeing the people around the office just totally stress me up even more! I didn't know why.
I hold back my tears after that.
BFF was trying hard to make sure i'm alright. And from the expression of him, i knew he was worried.
SORRY TO KEEP YOU WORRYING!

Not very myself throughout the whole afternoon.
Didn't want to do anything rather.
Well... ....
Since before lunch, BFF & i were figuring out the solution's for rubik's cubic.
Ya, keeping my thoughts right on the rubik's cubic did stop my hard feelings in me.
Okay, so we did found a solution online.
And sort of tried it ourselves.

Flipping, turning, thoughts of tearing off the stickers and also the even thought of spraying it all PINK... ...

Like in about an hour, BFF solve it!
Heh! He was trying very hard. GOOD JOB!
Well, at least he manage to put a smile on my face :D
[Will upload the picture of the rubik's cubic soon]

The sky began darken and as we knock off, it started to rain.
It totally just brought my mood back to square one again.
Went Vivo with BFF after work.
Had coffee and went looking for a spot at the sky garden.
It was drizzling lightly by then.
BFF said that heaven's crying too because of me. LOL.
Spot located and we settled down.
Soooon, it started to rain heavier!
And my mooooooooooood was not very gooooooooooooooooood!
We sat there and played the emo songs. He was trying his best to make me feel better.
Tried playing every single song. It didnt work totally.
BFF's handphone soon started playing - right here, right now - from HSM3
And it totally hits my vital point.
That's when everything started to came crashing upon. The tears, the mood, everything just came out.
The breaking point is the time when i was relieved!
As the raindrops became smaller and smaller, i began to wonder, how come it's getting smaller?
LOL. Ah huh! Heaven have eyes!
A hug from BFF and i was alright already.
First thought that came upon my mind was, it's over, doesn't matter anymore, what's more important is being happy.
Yes! That's my forte!

It stopped raining when we were about to go off.
Incredible isn't it.
And yeah, i truely believe in heaven and it will always be there.

dearest BFF,

Thanks for every single thing!
Your care and concern,
your wonderful smile,
your carebear hugs.
your company.
You had truely been a nicest BFF ever.
Whenever i felt happy, sad, irriated, angry, confused, lousy, i always had you to share with.
And you will find ways to enlighten my day, just to be sure that even though the day might not be perfect but it always ends up with a smile and making the day ending in a perfect way.
Very very very appreciated and i'm very thankful for you!
More coffee sessions,
more nonsensical talkings,
more sessions over at the sea areas{ LOL]
more love for PINK & PURPLE. LOL!!
I'm glad to have you with me.
Once again, THANK YOU BFF!!!!

& IT WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART!
only you and i will know :)

I'm done for today.

oh ya! & he's still flipping and turning the rubik's cubic for about 2 hours already. ha!

Toodles!

I'm just totally down.

2008-12-02T08:22:00.003+08:00

Hello world :)

Well, haven't been feeling goood since yesterday afternooon.
Ya, exams are like finally over, it's time to loosen up..
But i think i'm not able to do so right now, cause i totally flung my FA examination!
I couldnt remember what i'm supposed to remember,
and i didnt put in more effort in trying harder to make sure i know how to do every single chapter with every single definations.
Blame it on myself.
This time it's really crashing hard on me. VERY!
Wanting to cry on the inside, but right outside, i'm putting up a strong front. One word to describe everything - Tiedious.
I really had no idea what can i do, but just to rant it out... ...
I tried to do so, at least it gets better at some part of the day, but still that feeling, it's coming strong from the inside. I just didnt know what to do.
Probably like what others say, just let it go away naturally, but how long does it gonna take.
Months, weeks, days? I dont have the say. Because it's coming strong this time, stronger than it used to be, i just couldn't let it go just like a finger's click.
I just hope and pray that i will feel better as time goes by.
Let the happy thoughts come flowing through my mind.
Let the sea, the sky, the sun, the clouds, the nights, do their jobs.
I believe that they will be able to do so.

Heh! i'm sure you all should already understand how i'm feeling right inside.
It's getting stuck right there.
Didnt know whether to be happy or sad or even angry.
My emotions just went crazy.

Okay, so yesterday afternoon, i ended my paper at around 4pm.
Was trying hard to squeeze everything out, but it just doesnt comes out
As I expected, i'm not gonna do well.
Met up with BFF after that, and my emotional side just came crashing on me.
Like what i said, dont know whether to be happy or sad :/
Soon, we were at the barrage - nearer to the sea. The weather was rather goooood.
The sky was blue? and the clouds were all like cotton candy.
Sat by the sea, and naturally, the uneasy feeling just went away with the sea waves crashing hard on the rocks. And just like that, all my hard feelings was gone!
So eventually, we talk about anything under the blue sky.
It did made me feel better & i feel great to have someone to talk to.
*Appreciates BFF's company, and thanks for your care & concern!*
Left at about 530. and homed aftermath.

Came home and decided to go out with brother.
Shopping.
It was about almost 10pm when i was at my doorstep.

And right now how i wish i could just rot at some places.
Where no worries, no emotional sides can be found.
Ah! I just don't feel Good! really... ... :(

Exams!

2008-11-30T18:34:00.006+08:00

Ah! The tension on studying for Accountings is crazy.

I kept telling people not to Gan jiong, but ended up i'm the one gan jionging -.-

Currently ... ....
In The Process Of Stressing Up.
Oh man, when is it gonna be over?!? Ya, i know tomorrow!
And i had been repeating the same song over and over to calm me down.
Some of you should be able to guess what song did i repeated.
It works on me though, to keep my Gan jiong-ness away.

Update will be done tomorrow.

Lets enjoy the peace right over in the photo :D

ps: BFF! We totally forgotten about the dinner which i'm gonna treat you for Christmas and Birthday!! Tell me soooon!

Attention attention!

2008-11-29T08:43:00.004+08:00

Tsubat and Matthew are organizing a bbq for all 5N1 & 5N2 on 6th December, Saturday from 3pm to 10pm latest. please make yourself free. it wont be at east coast because mostly are fully booked so it will be held at Tusbat's place. Please pass around to all 5N1 & 5N2 and tell them asap through friendster or text to tsubat @ 92210909/ Matthew @96451472. and one last thing, hope some of us could chip in $10 because they need like around $150 for foods(by 4th and 5th December which they will meet and collect the money). Its not that much actually, just need 15 generous people. But the more the better,cause there’ll be different kinds and lots of foods. please pass arounddddd!! We don’t have much time! It’s just next week!! Haha see you!

Okay! That's my message for all. Please pass it around to all 5n1 & 5n2 '07

Heh! Yesterday saw Buddy's msn display picture. It was a picture of him & his girlfriend. haha! Sweet la hor :D Stay happy and last long alright. I shall give you my blessings :)

I shall post up what i took with my phone and then you all will believe me.

Not forgetting about Girlfriend & Wilson!

Do remember, the most important in a relationship is trust!

Done for today.

Tooodles!

Worried =/

2008-11-28T09:22:00.005+08:00

Hello!

Well, i have alot to talk about today. Practically, since from last night.
So what am i gonna say?

There was once, someone asked me, why even bother although it's really none of my business? And why do i always think for people before i really think for myself?
I cant possible stop worrying about people, especially those whom i really care.

Simply because i cant just leave them alone and let them suffer everything on their own. I just can't bare to do so.
I can say, i will try to make them feel better.
As long as they are alright, i will be happy.
Their happiness equals to my happiness.
Not very me, if i do not worry for people around me.

So, what was on my mind last night?
Well, just felt a moment of rage.
Ah! I was rather angry with Girlfriend's Bf.
It's like small issues of argument always happens between the two of them.
And he always make my Girlfriend either angry or upset.
Why can't he just think before he do.
I'm not trying to say anything bad about you, but well at least think whether the things you did, was it right? Will it affect the rest? From all the small issues i heard everytime, you might think it's not a big deal, but helloOoo! it does affect my girlfriend.
This will be the very last time.
If ever, you make her angry or upset again.
I'm not gonna let you off! NOTE MY WORDS!
I say it, means i will do it.
Better Cherish her, i tell you!

Okay, enough of that.

Anyway, i watched Project runway yesterday night.
Well, it was totally WONDERFUL, FABLOUS and GORGEOUS!
The winner for season 4 was Christian Siriano.
Here's one of the designs that he had made.

The genius of Christian's look is the drama he created with a simple black and white palette.
For similar over-the-top flair, start with a blouse with an interesting detail like ruffles, ruching, a bow, or a bell sleeve. Pick one detail to dominate though -- you don't want to look too busy.

heh! but i still rather prefer Jillian's. Cause it's very lady-like. Especially the jacket and the dress. It's super gorgeous.
Well, i used to dream of becoming a designer. Ha, but i know it's not gonna happen!
Probably in my dreams :D
I shall work towards what i have right now.
And yeah, Financial Accounting examination in 2 and a half days time. All the best to me! [Good luck, good luck]

And right now, BFF is having pain in his body again! :((((
Seriously, i just can't stop worrying.
He went to see the Doctor again this morning.
Hope he is really alright.
~~How i wish that pain was on me instead.~~
I know, you guys muz be thinking, i'm crazy.
But hey i'm not!
~~I rather feel the pain than seeing it happening right on others..~~
BFF, please get well soooooooooooooooooooooooooon D:

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Ah! What a nice weather!

2008-11-27T08:46:00.008+08:00

Hello everybody!

I'm super sleeeeeeeeeepy right now.
And the time now is like almost 9 in the morning.
Still a long way to go through today.
Anyway, i slept at about 11.20pm yesterday.
Felt the soft-ness of the bed, and fallen alseep after that.
But due to some funny dreams, mainly about a cat and my dog.
i ended dragging myself up from bed this morning.
As if i had just used up my energy level totally.

Ah! Shagg! [The on-going yawnings, and eyes that are about to close just anytime]

Pardon me, if i'm lost for today. and probably i might not even know what i'm talking about.
TOO LOST TODAY.

Someone slap me hard on my forehead please.

And i hope i could just be like this:

Ain't it cute?
Of cuz not looking like that dog. Duh! Just a little corner for me to take a nap!

People say, if you have longer sleep without any disturb everyday, you will live longer? Haha, yeah i know, too much documentary already! Seemingly, sounded quite true huh?
But then, how do i get longer or even enough sleeps when i had to wake up at 6.30am in the morning and sleeps at some unearthly hours almost every single day?
[Continues to Yawn...]

Oh man, this will be contiuning for hours and hours. Good luck to me huh.
Just wondering, how i'm gonna study this evening?
4 days till my exams. And i only studied like not even 1/4 of it..
This is called Dead meat! Well, hope i can make it through.

Ah, give me a pillow and i will sleep right now. IMMEDIATE EFFECT :D

Alrighty. eh, wait, why my pictures are all cats and dogs?? @_@
& Before i go, here's a soundclip which is cute and hilarious! open up your speakers!!!
http://www.moviesoundclips.net/movies1/findingnemo/keepswimming.wav

Toodles!

Love, care and share.

2008-11-26T08:31:00.022+08:00

Tenderheart

Bedtime

Cheer

Grumpy

Funshine

Friend

Good Luck

Love-a-lot

Share

Wish

Hello to all!

BFF! Get well soon okay! I'm sure you are gonna be alright, with this lil' instinct of mine. Soon you will be jumping around just like a care bear. LOL! ~ before that, does a care bear jumps around?

okay, so what's for yesterday..
Hmm.., let me see..
After work, went to slack at TCC. Heh! The feeling was great. relaxing and enjoyable. More to come next time, right ?
And yesterday night was fiddling around with my lappy. Updates, installers, making sure that it's working finely. Till people coming to me to chat with me online.

Edited.
Some werid conversations, which i decided not to mention anymore.
Shan't be bother with this kind of people who totally had no idea what he wants or what is he even doing. Enough. Waste my precious time only. I rather spend it with people who is worth my time :)

Alrighty! Concentrate more on FA and party after that!
I do have a stretch of up-coming programmes packed right on DEC.
It's hinting me, that it's gonna be a great month!!

We gonna work, work, work this out,
We’ll make things right,the sun will shine!

Done here.

Toodles!

All good, all better, alright.

2008-11-25T08:51:00.005+08:00

Hello there!

Lets talk about stuffs few days back.

23Nov2008

I was totally down :( From the previous post itself, spokes everything.

Well, disagreement between the siblings always happen once every few months.

Expected. Therefore, just in that single day, i broke down. Feeling emotional due to keeping everything to myself. Argh! No one to talk to. The feeling is just simply horrible.

Didnt eat, did not bother to talk, showered twice for the sake of cleansing my horrible feeling. Ha! It din work really. But i bothered to study. Heh! Angry, upset and lousy was what i felt all along till the very next day.

24Nov2008

Morning, still the same feeling indeed. First thing first in the morning, bathe again. Seriously, i was very clean! LOL, i think many people will start laughing for what i did, bathe 3 times in less than 10 hours. Pancake on the table, didnt touch. And headed off to study. Intensive somemore, till i login to msn. Like within 15mins, it did not responded everytime i tried to sign in. In an hour, tried signing in for more than 8-9 times. corruption occured again in my lappy. Vista sure is lousy! I wanna change my lappy already! Contiuned intensive. And just on time my phone rang! Look to the screen, and saw a Message from BFF :D

A pink care bear with a range of words trying to cheer me up. although the saddest song was still playing on my windows media player. But i did felt better after seeing the wonderful, fabulous message right from BFF. Thanks alot!

Intensive.... INTENSIVE.... INTENSIVE...

Straight in a row for about almost 5 hours.

Without water & food. But well at least, 4 small pieces of drumstick. I wasn't in the mood to eat.

Went school at about 1pm. Din flip through my notes, and just totally went blank. LOL! one of my schoolmates came along saying he studied for 2 weeks, but ended up forgetting everything right now. He's really that power.

1:45pm shows on the clock and we all went up. Entered the examination room. And settled down. First thing first came to my mind was this song from high school musical - Work this out.

HA! Laugh all you want, cause i totally had no idea why this song kept repeating over and over right in my head. And at the same time, i actually can produced my answers efficiently, except that the fact, i messed up two topics: MONOPOLY and MONOPOLISTIC COMPETITION.

The funniest topic was, i cock and bull for Profit maximization.

Let me tell you what i wrote if i remembered.

Profit Maximization condition = MR = MC.

Because of profit maximization if affects MR and MC causing the profit to reduce.

HA, laugh all you want, cause i also had no idea what i wrote for that question and the actual fact is i dont have to draw any diagram for the question. And the powerful wonderful Eunice, Drew a supernormal profit diagram which is already shown on the question paper. WA! Incredible huh?!

LOL, okay, i'm that dramatic. Well well well, it's over. Finished everything right at 4pm.

Started msging once i stepped out of school.

I was very thirsty, so i went to grab a drink and headed off to town. Walked aimlessly and din noticed my watch until i kept seeing 4 plus. Checked the timing according to my phone. It shown me 5:05pm. o.O LOL! Walked to TAKA, art friend. Look for stuffs and met up with BFF.

We had coffee and some chit chatting. Felt better after letting everything out. Finally someone to talk to and i felt comfortable talking to BFF.

Once again, THANK YOU! for putting a smile back right on my face again :)

Headed to city chain to fix my watch and home after that.

And that ends my day.

Well, was flipping and tossing on my bed for hours and hours from 11pm till i slept at 4am.

Heh! Right now, i'm a happier person.

Like always never be upset or angry for at least a day or so. Cause it's really no point.

So that should be about it...

& Financial accounting up next on the list.

Starting from tomorrow. Stressing in process!

I'm done here today!

And the picture for today:

Toodles!

Everything fall badly from the start.

2008-11-23T16:01:00.013+08:00

How i wish i was alot more stronger.
I stood up for myself, but... ... it's useless... {some bad issues with the guys in my house]

Emotional la...
Guess i will be fine tomorrow?
... right... :(

my eyes are tired & painful from those continous tears.. Why cant it just stop... ...

Well, it doesn't matter anymore... ...

Update tomorrow when i'm better... ...

Fabulously pink.

2008-11-22T10:18:00.005+08:00

Hello People!

Heh! My blog is super pinkish right now.
Working out for at least an hour, but i still haven find a good picture to replace my current one.
Well, lets see what do i have in-stock.

I know some of you will start ranting, **Slaps hardly on the forehead** Oh gosh! You're so pinkish! Bare with me huh, i will make sure you will change your opinion of being pink.

Ah. Down with 2 chapters and 7 more to go. I'm noting down all the important points for ECONS. It's partly in my brain already. More explanations and definations needed to get into my head. Hope i can get everything right in place :D
Getcha head in with the revision!

And FA? heh! i haven started, so yayness to me eh.

Off to study.

Toodles!

ending off with my name =)
- seems familiar?

Examination Period!

2008-11-21T09:28:00.005+08:00

Two and a half days more till Exams.

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo!
Well, with nine chapters in hand to study for Econs.
& not forgetting about almost 10 to 13 topics for Financial accounting like in one weeks time.
Brother said he's gonna study Financial accountings with me. The third time he's retaking.
That's rather scary! Hopefully, i can pass it just once. Yeah, once and that's it!

Enough about exams. i can feel the extreme tension already..

Lets find something interesting to talk about. hmm ... ... ... ...
So what do i have in mind right now?
oh ya.... exams, exams, exams.
And the fun after that!

Ah! I will be practically ranting for this two weeks! Bare with me people! With the big burden[exams] in hand, and only able to get rid of it on 1 Dec 2008 after 3pm. That's wonderful, how great can that be to start the month of December. Ha! My favourite month out of the whole year, including JUNE. You just have to find me right after exams! And i can go crazy with you!!
Way crazy of what you can think of actually. Ah huh! Need to write my leave form tooo. Waitttttttttttttt! SO PEOPLE, where have you thought of going out with me after exams? I will be glad to help if you haven thought of. The beach sounds nice to me, so is going for a coffee session and maybe fishing or photography? Or even movie? Ah, the great fun after exams, i'm sure gonna enjoy myself to the max!

Man, i'm so drag right now. Super dramatic! Can someone give me a hug or something. LOL!
And someone is wearing my fav. colour today.Hmmm, trying to grab my attention. I'm going pink you know, if some of you out there still doesnt knows. okay, the one wearing pink. Ya, dont know who uh. Beware of me okay!!

hmmm. music shall relieve my stress right now...
Econs... FA.. Econs.. FA. Ah! enough..

Toodles!

Zac Efron - the hot topic.

2008-11-20T09:16:00.004+08:00

hi people!

Lets talk about something interesting today!
Well, of course, the very well-known actor which everyone knows in high school musical.
ZAC EFRON a.k.a TROY BOLTON.

One thing i can say about him is, he's really charming. Most girl's dream guy. including me, but then i'm more practical. LOL! He has got nice hair, gorgeous eyes, beautiful smile. He's kind of cute tooo.

With him around in HSM, and of course Vanessa Hudgens,Ashley Tisdale & Lucas Grabeel, it's a show that all must catch!
The lovely doveys in the show! Oh, how sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!

& there goes, every guy should just look like Zac Efron. He's too hot to be resists. LOL. That's what i always heard.

Alright, Back to reality.

Yesterday's FA session was pretty bad. I couldnt concentrate due to headache occurance, instead, i went home halfway through. Seriously, the lecturer's messing me up even more. Well, probably i should just stick to the way i studied. More efficient & effective for me.

Ah! I need some stretches. Aching bones that goes cracking everytime. CRICK - CRACK!!!
& after that you will hear some calling for ambulance. LOL, Bone dislocation. haha, enough of craps.

I'm done for today. Too little updates i guess. Well, bored uh!

Toodles!

Today for you, Tomorrow for me.

2008-11-19T09:39:00.003+08:00

The Third Day of Intensive studies.

Greetings!

Well well well, Had been busy mugging on notes, papers & books for the past few days.

Studying had been effective. With the help of Massive lesson yesterday, it kind of refreshes everything. The graphs, the explanations, the definations, naturally it just pops back to my mind. Not totally the exact sentences but at least part of it.

Hopefully, by the end of Sunday, i will be prepared for exams.

And right after that, all over again for Financial Accountings.

That's even worst. Trying hard to remember all those huge chunks of accounting stuffs, i'm gonna be dead,

but let's not worry for now, cause my brother is taking the same paper as me :D

Will have to study with him for sure.. and of course with the help of intensive lesson.

Wish me luck people.

I do have this feeling that i will make it. Provided if i maintain this way.

Who says i cant? Definately i will have to prove myself wrong.

24 Nov 2008 and 1 Dec 2008 marks the two important dates which i'm gonna give in my best shot!

HEY! i will be ready for this two papers. Burnt them up!! Decompose them! Eat them! LOL!

Ah huh, LIFE HAS BEEN WONDERFUL!! I'm feeling tooooo gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooOOOoooooood!

Don't envy me.

Different people, different way of life. and also the way they handle it.

I think i'm gonna have an exciting way ahead of me.

Ha! didnt know why i had this kind of feeling, but i guess its meant to be a good sign.

With the goooooody gooooood people in my life!

So are the bad ones, who made me even more outstanding. Yeah, i' know i'm thick skinn-ed, but hey! this is what they called it confidence. Hmmmm. Sounds familar?

Okay! Enough of my gibberish!

Alright. alright!

Toooodles!

Everyday,

2008-11-18T13:49:00.003+08:00

Hello all!

Look at the picture above, ain't cute isn't it? =D
This predicts that some occasion is nearing.
Where brownies and cookies will be bake and eaten.

Ah, so what cake should i try out this time. Hmmmm, lets flip some books then i will get back to you guys. Definately cookies will be included :D

Okay, So Christmas eve is coming soon in 35 days. erm, to be exact, 36 days for Christmas DAY!

Oh man, i cant wait for all the Chrismas Carols.

this is the season to be jolly, fralalalala lalalala!

I love it when it's played at shopping centres, restaurants. It fills up the Christmas mood.

Well, im anxious about X'mas just like Birthdays. everyone shouldnt give Christmas a missed.
Practically, December's my favourite month without a doubt.
I think everything is slowing down during this month. ha! & i have got no idea why.
Maybe, probably it wants me to slow things down, preparing for a new year ahead. =D

Ah! my mind's bombarded. with many things. Need settle my examination first which is like in a week's time. oh man, i hate this feeling.

Enough for today!

Toodles!

Goody good day!

2008-11-17T21:43:00.005+08:00

Hello people!

Work today was not very good! I was very reluctant to work!

Well, luckily i have accompany :D
And you all should have guessed who it was.
Yeah, of cuz. My BFF!
Thanks for entertaining me throughout.

Okay, who's this BFF anyway. Let me show you!

TA DAAAAA~!

Due to me looking ugly in this photo, i covered up myself instead.

SEE BFF, you have a nice smile :D
No one who took photos with me doesnt smile.
LOL. alright. i'm done here today :) & thanks for posting my photo in your blog. Here's yours right up there. hehe!

Enjoy my fav. scene in HSM3 right over at my jukebox.

Back to mug hard for ECONS & FA.

Oh ya, guys guys! Those who had asked me to meet up with them soon, please wait for my SMS! I'm mugging hard for examinations right now. Give me 2 weeks and i will see you soon!

Toodles!

Dinner @ Great World.

2008-11-15T23:11:00.004+08:00

Let me show you my dinner. Here goes.

Mixed hot pot.

Kailan with mushrooms in oyster sauce.

Beef ramen.

Xiao Long Baos, i love dim sum!

Pork chop ramen, and i din took a picture of the pork chop.

Some egg white with crab meat and scallops.

Salted duck meat. Meant to be a cold dish.

Seriously, it's been a long time since i last ate at a restaurant.
Well, due to shrink in stomach, i couldn't eat like how i used to eat.
Pretty bad, but well at least, eat the right amounts :D

Shopped around after that. Bought some personal stuffs. Charles & keith's high heels are tempting me to get them. Oh wells...
Ice cream treat aftermath, and it's not PINK. LOL. Double chocolate chips instead of strawberries. =D My favourite!
Cold storage-ed for tml's dinner and homed later on

Ah, i'm tired already.
& my weekends ended very quickly.

Guess what i bought?
A bottle of pink shampoo and i just notice after i bath-ed.
It's herbal essence, and beware : It's dangerously straight!! Hopefully it allows my hair to grow even faster. Hmm, maybe i have been noticing my hair too much lately, and it's doesnt seems to be growing. Uh, nevermind...

alright peepos!

Toodles!